Intent on Hating You (Larry Stylinson)

-Chapter Six-

Chapter Six

‘Hi I’d like to see Lot-Charlotte Tomlinson’ I asked, the woman looked up, it was a different lady from last night.

‘Ward 14b Childrens ward’ She read off a list

‘Thanks’ I muttered before walking towards the childrens ward, I found it quickly and walked into 14b. There were two beds; in the one nearest the door was a boy, about the same age as Lottie. In the other lay my baby sister, attached to cubes and much more. I walked slowly over to her and held her hand in mine. I closed my eyes and sniffed.

‘I missed you lots, so much it hurt, but this hurts so much more, please, please wake up soon’ I said in a small voice as I could feel tears threatening to fall.

‘Hello?’ Came a voice from behind me

‘Hey’ I said turning around to see the boy in the other bed sitting up and staring at me

‘Where am I?’ He asked weakly

‘In the hospital’ I replied

‘What-why?’ He asked

‘I’m not sure, do you want me to get the doctor?’ I asked, he nodded so I stood up and walked out of the room and down the corridor before meeting a doctor

‘Oh, hi the boy in room 14b just woke up’ I said, the doctor hurried down the hall and into the room.

I walked back into the room staying out of the way of doctors and held Lotties hand. I stayed with her for half an hour before my phone began to ring. I picked it out of my pocket and sighed, it was Liam.

‘Hello?’ I answered

‘We’re in the car park’ He replied

‘Wow that was blunt’

‘Well I was just saying’ He sighed

‘I know but you could have said hi’

‘Hi’ I could hear the smirk in his voice. Sometimes he was just as cheeky as the rest of us.

‘You’re an idiot. I’m on my way’

‘Bye’

‘Bye’ I hung up and put my phone away, I kissed Lottie on the temple and looked away from her, I saw the boy from earlier watching me. I looked around hesitantly

‘Hi’ I said awkwardly

‘Hey, I’m James’ he smiled

‘Louis’ I smiled

‘Thanks for getting the doctor’

‘No problem’ I smiled, a thought crossing my mind ‘Hey could you do me a favour and if she wakes up, tell her that her brother loves her and everything is going to be fine?’

‘Sure’ He nodded

‘Thanks, Bye mate’ I said walking out of the door sending one last glance at Lottie.

I made my way out of the hospital and jumped into the car next to Harry. Liam was sat in the passenger seat; Niall and Zayn were facing us. They both smiled at me.

‘How is she?’ Harry whispered into my ear, Niall looked at Zayn and grinned

‘Err’ I stuttered

‘I know she’s there Louis, I was at the hospital with you yesterday’ He pointed out

‘Not to great’ I sighed looking down at my hands

‘Sorry to hear that’ He said looking out of the window. My phone buzzed in my pocket

Hannah<3

Hey Lou boo hows my sexy man doing tonight, I was at a party last night I had the time of my life luv ya :) x

I cringed at the text and the others looked at me.

‘You okay mate?’ Zayn asked, Paul looked through the mirror

‘Chipper’ I replied looking down at my phone, one thing I knew for sure is that I couldn’t deal with a relationship along with everything else.

To: Hannah<3

Hey han, listen I need to talk to you, Im pretty lousy in fact im so beyond lousy… Im awful but keeping a brave face, about to do an interview glad you're having a good time though x

I sighed and sank down in my chair, her reply came very quickly.

Hannah<3

When you say you need to talk to me that means you're ending it with me doesn’t it. I knew it was coming really, id rather not talk it out on the phone, I’d only get upset.

 

I bit my lip, was I that predictable? Obviously. I spun my phone around in my hand before replying

To: Hannah<3

Its problems I have at the moment, Im not in a good place right now to have a relationship on top of it all. Im sorry.

 

Hannah<3

I understand, but there isn’t anyone else is there?

 

To: Hannah<3

No it was only ever you

 

Hannah<3

Okay, well I would like to still be friends?

 

To: Hannah<3

Of course

 

Hannah

Give me a bit of time and then Ill be here for you.

 

To: Hannah

Thank you.

 

I put my phone back in my pocket. I sighed and looked out of the window. I hope that’s all my bad luck for this week, I’m not sure I could cope with another thing added to my shoulders.

‘We’re here, Louis are you sure you want to do this?’ Paul asked

‘I’m fine’ I lied, The car pulled over and we all looked at each other before stepping out of the car and into the studio getting directed by security passed a good hundred girls screaming for our autographs.