Dean

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by Burningbeachpuppy

by Burningbeachpuppy

Part 4

You immediately pushed dean away and slapped him. You cleaned your lips with the palm of your hand.

"No." You voice cracking "No you don't!" You sob "you fucking cant" you shout with tears

"(Y/N)-"

"No! Who do you think you are. Act like an asshole get treated like one! You told me" you laugh "when I told you that I love you what did you...what did you say!"

Dean clenched his jaw looking at you almost mad.

"What did you say Winchester!"

The hunter looked away.

"No you dont . You can't"

You laughted again but choked with tears. You take a few steps back. You wanted to stop the tears but you couldn't.

"Im sorry. I-I was scared when you told me that. I was scared to let you in my life like that every person I love dies because of me."

"Are you serious? Unbelievable. You know im a hunter right? I'm in danger ever time I go on a hunt!"

Dean tried to come to you but you backed off you could see how hurt he was.

"Five minutes. Its all im asking please?"

You crossed your arms looking around.

Dean seeing you s said nothing he tried to cliser again but he saw you 'don't you dare face' face he stopped.

"I-I like you back but I was terrified too I thought I dont deserve it. The happy apple pie life. I tried it one time and I failed and I thought that if I distance you the you will stop liking me because I saw that smile you reserved for me. The way you always cared for me when I was drunk or hurt. The way you looked at me when I was taking girls with me. It hurt seeing you like this but I thought I was doing the right thing and that day when I came back and you weren't there. I panicked. I called everyone. You were gone. We just knew you were alive becausesome hunters eventually told us. I know i screwed up but please come back with me and Sam. I really need you in my life" at that point his voice started cracking "you keep my sane. You were my remedy. You always were. Right? We both know that"

You could see how his body tensed every second. You looked at him. Emotionless. You sighed closing your eyes. That bastard. You knew you would give up. And you also knew that you wouldn't give him what he wanted not that easily. You clenched your jaw mad at yourself. Then smiled at him and took his hand in your own.

"Hi. I'm (Y/N) and I'm a hunter. Nice to meet you."