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17. Where is he ???

I woke up feeling someone kissing my forehead.

WAIT! WHAT!

Alan is not home. Who would probably kiss me in the morning?

I slowly opened my eyes to see who it was, I immediately shrieked-"Kim F**king Namjoon what are you doing on my baby?"

"Gosh girl you are so loud."

I stared him in disbelief. 

"What? You looked really cute while sleeping so I thought lil' kiss won't hurt," 

I just ignored him and went out for workout, but this time Jungkook accompanied me, RM said he could not come, after all I had such a harsh workout only Jungkook could bear it all. But I still couldn't understand why does someone has to be with me always!

It was evening and I was getting bored. Jimin, Jungkook and V were playing Overwatch.

"I wanna play too."-I whined as boredom took over me.

"Can you play ?"- V asked surprisingly.

"C'mon I have my own online business, plus I was a Computer Science major, what do you think of me. Lemme show you."-I took the controller and easily  defeated them. All of them gave me surprised looks.

TIME SKIP ~ 3 days later.

Everything is going on fine, BTS living in my house, Jin kooks meals, or we just order something if we feel tired, Jungkook is my permanent companian for workout, RM and me are studiomates but we still bicker at house too, Suga is fine- that's all about him, Jimin , V and me get along really well, and J-Hope makes my day by his smile. Everything is nearly fine.

But one thing is wrong, Alan is not here. I miss him. I miss my morning kiss, I miss the breakfast he made. He cared for me and showed it whenever he could, I miss it all.

I sat quietly on the couch hugging a bunny plushie.

"Are you alright Y/n?"-Suga asked me. I just hummed in response, still same .

"You don't seem to be. Tell us what happened?"-J-hope asked.

"I miss Alan."-that was all I could speak out and tears started falling down my eyes. I miss my brother who has been a lot for me. "I-I  haven't  talked to him- for a while."

With that Jimin hugged me and patted my head lightly to comfort me.

"Don't worry he'll return soon."-he said reassuringly.

"He returns... everyday, but doesn't,  talks to me-  He wor..ks in ...studio but I-"

"I am forbidden to meet him right?"-Suga completed the sentence for me when I couldn't.

I hummed still crying. "We got forbidden too. There is only one person who meets them."

"No way Alan will not allow you to meet him"-out of nowhere RM spoke as he took his seat besides Jin.

"Let her meet him hyung.  What's the problem in meeting him."-Jungkook said, he could feel my emotions.

"No."

"Please RM."-I asked him, now breaking hug with Jimin.

"Its a NO"-he said.

"Hey do you know how much it takes to say 'Please' to a person like me, I give in so much effort to say it and you simply effortlessly say two letters - NO"-I was furious now.

"I said NO."-His voice raised a bit. I cannot bear someone raising voice at me in such time.

"NO ! You can simply say it. Do you f**king know how much do I miss my brother. You have no idea about it. Everyone around you  loves you, I only have a brother whom I want to meet and you are denying me. Can I  know who are you to say No to me?"-I couldn't wait for a response, I just stood up and went away to gym.

I started punching the boxing bag, apart from yelling and crying, this is the only way I could went my anger.

I saw RM from the corner of my eye, I punched harder. This is making me more angry. I want to meet Alan, no one can understand how badly do I miss him.

I am not satisfied with this, punching isn't helping at all. I turned around and saw the mirror, yeah I see my reflection everyday in it. Poor mirror, I said to myself and punched it with all the force I could.

Great it made a loud noise and broke into pieces, as soon the pieces fell on the floor , I sat on the floor.

RM and members came to me soon. "Y/N are you okay?"-RM asked concerned

"Do I look like?"-I looked at him and replied sarcastically.

"Your hand is bleeding Y/n ."

"Thanks Sherlock."-I'm still not over his behavior.

Keep smiling A.R.M.Y.'s 

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