"Okay but make sure you put on a sweet lip-balm before you shut my mouth YOURSELF"
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"If you will continue asking such questions I'll make sure I will shut your mouth myself"- I said sarcastically.
"Okay but make sure you put on a sweet lip-balm b...
I saw everyone was silent making the sound of closing door even louder. I looked at my brother he looked shocked it was maybe first time I've ever raised my voice on someone.
It breaks my heart, I shouted at the person I loved. We are friends , yes he's closest to me after Alan and the second to the closest person is Suga and then Jimin. We all get along well, I mean really well with all members, and I shouted at him, yep I had shouted at him many times, but it was for fun, this time I was angry and I could see anger and sadness in his eyes .
I was busy texting some important stuff to my business partner, it was damn important and really needed to sent urgently. At such times I don't like getting disturbed.
But he was not disturbing you. No he was just calling my name. But it disturbed me.
Stop it !!! I yelled mentally. Yes my inner angel and demon were debating no fighting!
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I gotta do something, a finger poked my shoulder as calmly as possible as if afraid to face my sudden outburst at it too. I moved in the direction to see Jimin was poking my shoulder.
"What happened to you??? are you okay ???"- he asked
"Uh !!! I am o-okay . I-I was just stressed with business work. I don't wanted to yell at him."
"It's okay we understand we all are seeing you from past few days you were a bit busy."
"No it's not okay -" I cut him in middle sentence " Its not okay to yell at someone suddenly . Its all because of me, I just need your help to apologize to him. "- I said in a nearly audible whisper
"What about gifting hyung a Ryan plushie???"- Jungkook said with an innocent bunny smile on his face.
"No bunny ! That won't work . I've never seen him this much angry."- I replied with a sincere tone without minding the fact that I called him bunny .
"It's okay just go and apologize him, be calm he will eventually forgive you "- Alan said with a reassuring smile and I nodded.
"After all you are someone RM cannot ignore, so your apology will get accepted "- Suga said finally getting up from my lap "Go on"
With that I went out of the room, not knowing where to find him.
I felt broken, our friendship was the second relation on the Earth which I cherished most. although I didn't showed it but yes I cared a lot about our friendship.
I went to studio...no he's not here .
I went to every single room and studio...he's nowhere to found!
I went up to the roof top.
Wow FOUND YOU !!! I smiled at my victory and went to him.
I'm not good at apologies .
I fake coughed to show my presence.
NO RESPONSE. *Seriously!*
I fake coughed again.
Still the same.
God send me to hell
"RM "-I said calmly - he just hummed in response.
GREAT !!! a lil' response
"I'm sorry I was a bit stressed by work, I didn't meant to scream at you, I was texting some important details to my business partner, I just c-cannot bear getting disturbed while doing last minute important stuff," I said in one breathe.
"I'm sorry RM "- I said holding back tears threatening to fall down any time. No no you can't cry right now.
I gulped some water from the bottle on a nearby table, water helps a lot to control tears, that's my own logic.
"I'm really weird sometimes , I'm bad -too bad-"- Still not even a hmm.
"I am really bad at apologies. But Please forgive me." - still no response now I'm getting angry ... he's not saying anything.
"RM I'm sorry, are you still mad at me?"-I said turning my face to him but I stopped- I was shocked ... as he looked at me he was-
He was crying. Look what you did Y/N!
"I-I'm S-sorry RM"- Now realizing why he was not speaking anything.he had tears in his eyes which were about to fall down at any moment , without thinking twice.
I hugged him tightly and let my tears fall down too, "I'm s-so sorry "- I said between sobs, he cried too. I could feel his tears on my skin as he rested his head at the crook of my neck.
"Why are you crying ???"- he asked with a slightly quivering voice.
"I don't know maybe just because I saw you cry or maybe because I'm upset with myself being rude to you,"- I replied, I hugged him more tightly as I regretted yelling at him.
He was still crying. I rubbed his back lightly reassuring him- "I'm very bad, I yelled at you, it was not yr fault. Don't cry please." - with that I looked at him in his eyes still not breaking the hug ... I wiped mine and his tears away.
He still looked sad , like a lil' boy who lost his favorite toy.
I kissed him on his cheek and looked at him, the expression in his eyes changed I can recognize this-
"I think I should cry more often "- he said and I looked at him with a confusing look at my face.
"Maybe one day I can get a kiss here too."- he pointed at his lips with a smirk.
WAIT - WHAT ?
His flirty pervert side is back.
I immediately broke the hug, and glared at him "Kim freaking Namjoon you are dead now- just say goodbye to this world. "- with that I chased him all way down to the place we were sitting earlier.
He entered first and I yelled at him "RM get your ass here before I chop you in peices and feed them to Holly , Yeontan, and RapMonnie "
"No I'll not. Cut yourself, and let them eat you I'm sure they will surely refuse to eat you,"
I was beyond pissed now "Oh I forgot even Devil himself will not accept you! You freaking stinky man. "
Everyone was laughing looking at us. One moment we both were sad and next moment we would bicker at each other.
"Enough of you two, just stop this you are so strange both of you, sit down or I will handcuff you both with each other"- Suga said and we quietly sat at two corners rolling eyes and making faces at each other.
