a spear without a shield (Finished)

I just can't do it

∆¶Rappa's POV¶∆
I woke up in  tengai's bed as I do everyday when I goes to sleep. I was now a week after I found out tengai's "death" overhoe haven't gave me any missions to do because he feels bad for me. I act like I don't really care...but deep down I miss him so much..but  he is in a better place.. I can't believe he's gone or so I hope not. I went to tabes room so we could talk.

I haven't has a conversation with somebody. And i really needs someone to talk to I used to have tengai to talk to but now all I do is talk to the wall pretending it's tengai I ask it questions and yell at the wall. I ask how it's day is and tell it to shut up..but that just made me look crazy

∆¶at tabes room¶∆

∆¶Nobody POV¶∆

When rappa got to tabes room he ask if they could talk. Tabes said it be ok so rappa sat at the end of tabes bed. When tabe ask rappa about tengai rappa didn't say anything he keep his head down and just slowly started to cry. When tabes saw the big beast crying he had nothing to say he lost a friend as well..but to see rappa crying? Rappa never cared about tengai?...tabes walk up to the beast and hugged him. Rappa was caught off guard but hugged back... After a little bit of talking and talking about tengai rappa felt better..well not really he still was sad.
Then tabes ask rappa a sentence he did not want to here..."rappa you need to let tengai go, he wants you to be strong" tabes said looking at rappa with sad and happy eyes rappa was not ready to let him go rappa did not just care for the Monk he also loved the Monk even if he was annoying he was the right one for rappa.
"I'm sorry tabes bit *I just can't do it* I lo- I lov-" rappa sighed "I LOVED HIM OK!
.. but now he is gone I just can't leave that felling so fast" "EVEN WHEN IT'S LIKE HE IS STILL HERE WITH ME.. WITH US!.." rappa stood up "I think I should go nice talking with you tabes" rappa said as he left the room before tabes could say anything...
Rappa went to "his" room and went on the balcony and look at the Stars. He saw a shooting star and even though he was an adult and only did this when he was a young boy with his brother he tried. "Please tengai please just come back I know you're not dead but please....just....come home" rappa went to bed after that or he tried. When he finally went to sleep he felt like something was watching him but he didn't care at all so he ignored it...but buy doing that he missed his chance to see his friend again.
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¶∆Chrono's POV∆¶

"Hey chisaki do you thing rappa will be ok" Chrono ask Wall he was doing paper
"He will be alright, I mean he says he doesn't care about him" mimic said "well maybe he said it but be didn't mean it, I mean look at him he hasn't Ben the same he sleeps in tengai's bed for goodness sake!"
"Chrono please don't yell" "sorry master"
Overhaul sighed "Chrono has a point rappa has been a little down, and not the same" "but we should not worry about him he will be ok...or so let's hope"
After that they all went to sleep, overhaul had a mission for rappa in the morning so he hope rappa will accept it

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Sorry about this but I really love this ship and I don't see lots of fanfiction about it ;w;

Idk what to say sooooo um idk

Also the next chapters will be important.

Let's just hope tengai is still alive and the person in the picture was just someone else . ^ .  And that are big baby beast will not be sad anymore ❤️🥺

Have a good day ❤️ • ^ •