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Cries of pain -3-

So, actually, the chapter name relates to whats in this.

Uh, so,

I haven't exactly disclosed this

Because obviously people will think;

Its the first video that showed me the meme i wanted

aNyWaY

So

I cough- alot more-

Like
Its not hard usually, its usually weak and like a frail old ladies cough(makes me feel all weak and frail)

Sometimes it gets harder and it hurts as all hell

So far, its only coughing

And loss of breath-

Its not often

So ...

With that out of the way,

Its getting slightly more often
Its been happening a month or two now

And

I got a big pain in my chest
In the direct middle

It hurts any time i move in a certain way (which there are few ways to lay thats comfortable without the pain)

Its always severe, it sometimes goes less severe but not often

Ofc me being the masochist i am, i love the pain so i try to feel it often bc pain just makes me feel

Idk

It doesnt hurt

Well, it does, but its also ever so addicting
I love the pain

And uh
It even hurts when i breathe in

I just did, and it hURTS TWT

but its ever so sweet~

Oh, and, its harder to move

R i p

But yeah thats all i wanted to say

I dont have any further added comments or concerns

If anyones curious i also get other oains but those are just newer

The chest pain feels colder,somehow
Its not searing hot pain

Its cold like ice
But empty?

All i can do to describe it is the color is midnight blue, like in the darkness of the night with no stars or moon

Its weird

Also I tend to need to scream when things get to much or sudden notice of interference in my whole senses area
I never do, but i do make fairly loud sounds that only make sense to me
Lmao