I've always wanted a special someone. I thought I had one a few different times, guess I was wrong. It's okay that they promised they would be there, it's okay that I believed we could be something great. Because even if it was only a little while it was true, for a moment the relationship was blissful. Now I seem to see people falling in love everywhere I go. I see couples holding hands and giving kisses and smiling at each other and I see the love in their eyes. I remember when I had the same star crazy look in my eyes. I see friends crushing on people and hear them asking me for advice. I want to help them figure it out, but at the same time I don't want to hear my friends utter another word. Because in the midst of all this love I see, I can't help but wonder where is mine?
Where's my person that has a hand that fits mine just right, where's the person who makes me feel sparks when we kiss, where's my next love story. The truth is I don't know. I keep looking, but the sweetest people aren't real. I fall in love with boys in books and tv shows, characters I can never really meet. The only thing I can do is help people fall in love and watch on the sidelines wondering when I will find my companion that will love me like no one else.
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RandomJust thoughts, feelings, and quotes that I could never voice to anyone because no one would understand. I just hope this will help someone understand they aren't alone in what they are feeling. Even though you might think you are not understood, the...
