In my head

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I live in my head and heart more than in the world around me. It's safe and predictable inside my mind, I don't have many friends I let in and the few I do don't fully understand me. I hate to see reality as it is, it disappoints me. I want to go on a grand adventure that doesn't exist, fall in love perfectly that sparks fly, hug someone who makes me feel whole again, but most of all I want to feel like I'm not alone. I see what people can be, not just how they act. Perhaps that's why I get hurt so often, because I'm so quick to forgive and try to patch friendships. I want to see the good in people. However; all to often I am left feeling stupid and wishing I knew what was wrong with me.

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