Avery Jauregui is the second child of the Jauregui family she is one year younger them Lauren Jauregui the green eyed goddess of fifth harmony one of the biggest girl group in the world now these 2 were best friends when they were little but when hi...
Averys POV I was sitting in my studio well more like I was meditating I was really fucking pissed at Simon because he was bringing fifth harmony , Shawn Mendes , Demi Lovato , Selena Gomez , the vamps , Austin mahone and Taylor Swift here didn't care for any of them especially not my sister this was me
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Both of my arms are completely filled with tattoos and I have angel wings on my neck for the kid that Lauren Lucy and Vero killed when they beat me so hard it caused a miscarriage that day my world shattered and I became someone else i want nothing to do with my family my inner circle Dominic , Ethan , Marley , Kyle and Harper are here the only people in this world I trust I heard the door open they all looked I didn't even bother to open my eyes my I heard my producer say "do even try you pissed her off" Taylor said "who is that ?" I had my legs cross my hands on my knees and my breathing was even I was calming my mind knowing everything would flash back the minute I looked at her Simon gulped he said "uh lauren meet your sister Avery Jauregui or known as the biggest singer in the world known as 'AJ'" i kept my eyes closed but I said "may share blood and a last name but not my sister" then Rihanna came in I had called her Simon said "can I help you ?" She ignored him and came and sat in front of me she waited I said "their back" she said "how long ?" I said "been a week I think lost count after the 5th one" she said "why didn't you...?" I said "you've been touring rih i get 0 sleep on your I get 0 sleep in the first place I wasn't gonna disturb yours" I could feel them all staring at me except my producer and inner circle my producer said "I got the beat" I nodded rih said "you're recording ?" I said "Finer things" she said "I remember when you wrote that you were 16 when I found you in Chicago I heard your voice and knew you needed a deal by 17 you were the biggest name still are" I opened my eyes she smiled at the sight of them they were a dark blood red I said "Chicago is more home then Miami ever was" she said "let me hear it" I nodded I got up and sat on the stool I kept my eyes on Rihanna and my circle as they were watching and listening she smiled at me my producer played the beat and I started rapping
Yeah I know, whoa You be posted up from Sunday to Saturday night Started hanging with the members then you blew a few pipes And you gon' do the dash if you see them blue lights A lot of people doubtin' and it's a chance that you might You got God on your side but it's hard to do right Don't pay them haters no mind, you can be what you like Tryna leave this in the past grinding for a new life Hard headed I grew up resilient It wasn't no hero so we look up to the villains For generations bitch my side of town been drilling We been at war ever since them red buildings It's hard to make peace once blood get to spilling aye Lil wooski get to shooting like he filming Yeah my friends died too I know that feeling I'm popping ecstasy to help me with the healing Leah and lil baby my younger siblings I really love them so I treat em' like my children Laylani told me stack them bands to the ceiling I switch my swag up can't you tell the difference I'm finna feed the whole gang with these millions I'm finna buy my whole hood with these millions Girl if I give you my time that's a prilvage But I can only give my heart to the realest Yeah I know, whoa You be posted up from Sunday to Saturday night Started hanging with the members then you blew a few pipes And you gon' do the dash if you see them blue lights A lot of people doubtin' and it's a chance that you might You got God on your side but it's hard to do right Don't pay them haters no mind, you can be what you like Tryna leave this in the past, grinding for a new life Lately I've been feeling like fuck the street this shit a scam These days if it ain't 'bout money I don't give a damn I'm just gone get rich and fuck them plastic hoes on instagram Still with the gang tho one false move them killers blam Still on that same block for those who say that look for me I ain't sacrifice the shit I lost it was took from me Almost went insane, went insane, went insane, from all this pain, all this pain, all this pain Turned that pain into passion and made it happen Shout out to the ones who doubted me, they keep me laughing Sippin' on this codeine got me relaxing She say she like how I be swaggin' she love my fashion Vvs my diamonds my jewelry flashin' drip so hard I make puddles, bitch, my Gucci splashin' Fresh the death like my closet in a casket Fresh the death like my closet in a casket Yeah I know, whoa You be posted up from Sunday to Saturday night Started hanging with the members then you blew a few pipes And you gon' do the dash if you see them blue lights A lot of people doubtin' and it's a chance that you might You got God on your side but it's hard to do right Don't pay them haters no mind, you can be what you like Tryna leave this in the past, grinding for a new life Ay, grinding for a new life, grinding for a new life Grinding for a new life, ay
Rihanna smiled and nodded in approval I got out of the booth I looked until my eyes landed on my sister her face blank so was mine everyone was watching Lauren said "you left" I said "and you caused it but then again I can't fully blame you mom and dad didn't help neither did Chris and Taylor oh lucy and vero were my favorite" she said "I am your sister" I said "No you're not you're someone who I unfortunately share blood and a last name with people say family is family and you can always forgive them but I can't I learned a long time ago the only people who are family are those who stick by you and that wasn't you or our family I want nothing to do with you Lauren or our family I'm good without them and I'm good without you don't act like you care because their all here you haven't cared since we were 13 almost 14 that's when things changed if you wanted to find me all you had to do was search my name or ask Simon you didn't look for me you haven't asked about me and neither has our family you all have been perfectly fine you're good without me and I'm good without you we may share blood Lauren but the way I look at it or what I tell people when they tell me you'll always forgive your family 'Sometimes blood is thicker then water and family will cross you quicker then strangers' like I told Rihanna when I first met her those who share blood with you may be family at once point but they can also be your biggest enemy and the first to stab you in the back and that was you I learned never give your trust out and never let anyone in you call Miami home I call it a hell I'll never step foot in again but just because I left doesn't mean I didn't have friends watching I've known everything you've done the last 10 years I may seem innocent may seem the same but the last time you saw me was the day I became someone you never expected I look at you I see nothing and I feel nothing for you" I looked at Simon he looked confused I said "did you think I was kidding when I said I could care less for her ? When I told you when you signed me that I never wanted to see her ? Apparently you did I was not kidding you do not know what happened and it's not your business either so do me a favor Simon I may be signed with you but I can also own your ass and your company in 5 seconds next time I say something don't take it as a joke last person who did that well let's just say he's busy at the moment having some fun do not forget Cowell my contract is only to record music I don't work for you and never will and if you have a problem with that then find someone who actually cares when I told you I was a cold hearted bitch I meant it I feel nothing and don't plan to and I don't care if people don't like me I don't need them too as their not my problem but disrespect me Simon we will have a problem a bigger one then your company losing money so have fun with your little group of superstars I'm extremely glad the only person I associate with is behind me you ask why I don't hangout with anyone or date ? Well to date you have to believe in love I don't believe in it I don't believe in sleeping around either I'm content considering no one could handle my life and I don't hangout with anyone else because this industry are snakes nothing else and well when a celebrity disrespects another celebrity it's all over TMZ turns into a feud but disrespect me and well it won't become a feud it'll be more worst so I'm gonna leave because being in a room with all of them is like hanging out in a room with a bunch of fake people you hate and I don't need that considering I'm not very nice you need me ? I'll be with scooter try not to need me thank you" I thought 'to much pain with those memories'
