Time passed, things have changed,
She's happy living a wonderful life,
But why can't that happiness last?
Why do things end up that fast?
Why can't she hold unto those happy moments?
Why is the world so cruel?
Why can't things stay as they were?
She started to feel deep loneliness,
Yet still haunted by those whys,
But given with no other resort,
To escape a maze of thoughts,
She lived them all her life.
Jolly, pompous, bright, good, optimist,
She is like that, wait------- was,
All that she ever had now are lies and mask,
Lies that kept her living,
Mask that helped her survive,
When will this end?
She's tired, very tired,
She used to be content with herself,
Shutting down isn't bad,
Opening to others is dangerous,
Could turn a fairy tale into a nightmare.
