Five years together and we are still strangers
Whatever we do, nobody cares
We are close yet so distant
Approaching either we're so hesitant
I have hurt you and you were talking behind my back too
I would never mind since I don't like you
We've been hurting each other even before, you see
In my eyes, how bad influence your group be
Four months, we've seen the different light
And tried to choose the same path
From strangers to acquaintance to friends
Even our personality bends
We worked together, lived together
We expressed more and we had care
Uncanny topics and silly thoughts
Made our days and nights be bought
Three weeks, in just that amount of time
Grime's in you so much that it is a crime
YOU became a stranger again to my eyes
A being that was fool of lies
No, what happened to us is worse than becoming strangers
The worst is that the TRUST in each wavers
YOU are happy, that's what you told me
But how can you truly be happy knowing that you've hurt somebody
Two days, after I was asked to fuck off
All the tears and pain, the fake laughs I scoff
Letting go of that friend is what I did
The remorse and disappointment I can't hid
A letter was sent asking me to be back
And again the wall I built was all in crack
Decided to hear your plea but my thoughts were fazed
I lost you again in just two days
One hour, we decided to talk and end things
Told you everything I hate about your fling
Yes, YOU cheated to the one you ought to commit
She's honest and you had no shame even a bit
Worried, you told me and will stop when December ends
We became friends again for your sin you will fend
I wish that would be it
For happiness to YOU does not seem to fit.
To YOU, I have always been lenient even if you've hurt me many times
One when you told me that I am an attention seeker
To saying that I am a negative person feeding myself negative thoughts
To asking me to mind my own life.
At least, correct your mistakes and live a truly happy and blissful life.
But note, I'll strip you off for emotional damages.
Don't let cheating become your habit. As a wise man said,
"A mistake made more than once is a DECISION. But a decision repeated is a HABIT".
