Reason to Live (A JEREMY Shada Fanfiction)

Chapter Eight

*flashback chapter*

No, I didn't trust her but the cookies did look delicious. And at this moment right here and right now I was truly happy... which doesn't happen very often. The boy I've been crushing on for two years finally asked me out and it felt like all my dreams were coming true. My sister walked in and sat on the couch next to me "What are you so happy about?" she asked. I glared at her and answered "I'll tell you later... It's something I want everyone to know." I handed her the basket and ran up to my room to do some more squealing and maybe a nap.

I woke up from my nap and checked the time. "5:27 PM" my phone stated. I sat up in my bed and rubbed my eyes. I heard tapping on my window and I screamed. The first thing I saw was my softball bat from last year so I grabbed it for protection and made my way toward the window. Outside the window I saw a super hot guy I was able to call my boyfriend. I guess he wasn't looking when I opened the window because as soon as he turned his head toward it he threw another pebble hitting me in the eye. "Jeremy!" I yelped. "CRAP. Sorry Jess" he cringed and climbed the tree into my window. "Fuck, sorry I wasn't paying attention" he told me. He was holding my face to see my eye but I felt much better that he was holding me and kind of surprised that he cursed. He didn't seem like that kind of person. He let go of me and ran to my bathroom to get a damp washcloth. As soon as his hands left the sides of my face the pain returned.

It had been an hour since Jeremy's half-failure to get my attention outside and we were sitting on my bed watching American Horror Story on netflix. I pressed pause on the tv and looked up at him. He was perfection and he was mine. "So... why did you come here?" I asked him. He took his arm from around me and grabbed my hand, fiddling with my fingers instead of his own. "I couldn't get you out of my head. I needed to see you" My confidence was higher than ever before which is unbelievable considering I have major self-esteem issues. I was so high in the clouds because of this boy. I softly put my hand on his face feeling his cheek heat up under my touch. Before I knew what was happening my face was centimeters away from his and our lips met. This was it. This was my reason for living. The way I felt when I was with him was worth remembering. I felt fireworks when we kissed and I had butterflies every time I was even near him. I was in love with this boy and no one could take that from me right now. The kiss broke and we were just staring into each other's eyes, smiling.

"JESSIE TIME FOR DINNER" my sister screeched, breaking the silence between us. I heard footsteps running up the stairs and I told him to hide. She threw open the door and told me to come downstairs. She ran back to the dining room and Jeremy uncovered himself "You can watch Netflix but no AHS without me, unless you want to leave" I told him. I wasn't proud of how my confidence was so high until the middle of that sentence when i just sounded so unsure of myself. I smiled at him one last time and ran down the stairs, tripping on the last step.

"So, I have some news"

(A/N)

hey long time no see! Sorry It's been about a year since I've uploaded... Lots happened in 2014 and I can't really explain it but I live in Alaska now and I moved on halloween so yeah.

Anyway, since it's been a year I will do whatever I can to make it up and hopefully this chapter will help.

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