A LAST HOPE

23rd part

The doctors treated sid in icu... outside all friends were roaming here nd there....they were very much tensed for sid.. whether sana was all shattered she was continuosly crying..
Doctor came outside everyone went to him nd asked " hwz he doctor"
Doctor said" we cnt say anythng till the time he come into his senses bcoz he had so much of blood loss as well as his head was injured badly as well his lungs...
We cnt say anything bcoz in some cases the person also goes in comma. So just pray for him,..excuse me.
Doctor went from there all there were consoling sana but she was not listening to anyone...she was not in the proper stage of mind..
She thn went from the hospital everyone was calling her but she was not listening...thn only Sneha said " let her be alone for sometimes maybe she needs space alitte bit...
All were there thn waiting for sid to get awake.,..
In the meantime sana went to the place where on  terrace sid planned surprise for her..she got mesmerized by the view as she was just memorizing those beautiful moments of sid nd her..
She saw full terrace was decorated with full flowers nd ballons...all the things were there only..she was just havinh tears in her eyes,..
She thn saw a cake which was chocolate cake her favourite she thought" he remembers about this...."
Whn she saw the cake she didn't able to control her tears she bursted out completely...
As on the cake it was beautifully written...
" Will u marry me my baby girl"
She thought" bhgwan bhi kya ajeeb khel khelta h itna pyaraa confession krwana tha aur aj kya stage h hmari....sid I love u alot I cnt live without u...I knw me bhut ldi tumse bhut tng bhi Kia tumhe mene. Tumhe glt bhi smjha mene bhut zada bcoz of that bloody riya...but I really don't knw how cn I be able to live without u....u r my strength now u r not with me so this life is just waste for me.....I really cnt live without u...
U promised me u won't leave me..u broke ur promise...,how cn u break ur promise sid how cn u....it's very difficult for me to spend a single minute without u. U  became my addiction..
U promised me that u won't let any tear fall from my eyes now it's only u I m crying like hell....
She didn't understand anything she was not in her proper senses..so was not getting what to do so at last..
She just thn stand on the edge of the terrace nd she closed her eyes...

Sana p.o.v
I was just going to kill myself but I was so stupid I didn't realise that I m not alone I m carrying a life with me now...how cn I forget about this thnquu my love for bringing me out of this stage of mine....

Flashback....
Whn she was going to kill herself thn she was just thinking about him..
Someone hold her hand she thought it's his sid...
How cn u do this baby girl...
Sana: but what should I do without u...
Baby girl u r not alone na u r having a life in u nd that's my part..u r not so weak that u r going to take this step...r u so weak baby girl..
Sana: no I m not weak..
Thn baby girl how cn u think of taking this step.,..u knw na I love u soo much nd my baby also so u always say that na I m ur strength so now how cn u do this....
I m ur strength na so y u r making urself...I m there in u...
Taking this step is stupidity my love ...
Come to me I m waiting for u baby girl..
Its was all things that were going into her sub conscious mind...she thought it was sid but she was getting inner strength from her thoughts....

It was aarush ( the one who met her in the party) he holded her hand..nd Mishti was also there with her...
Mishti was younger thn Sana but this time she slapped her very tightly....
Sana got shocked but thn mishti hugged her nd said.." tera dimag theek h kya pagl hogye h kya tu kya krne ja rhe the tu.....bewkuff h....this is not the solution for any problm...how cn u think about this step sana u r not so weak yr....
Sana said" yes I m not weak atall I m srry I got my strength back nd she cleared all her tears.. i will fight back...

( Suicide is not solution for any problem. Anythng cn be corrected anythng cn be solved maybe it will take time to get to track also...some problm take time but that doesn't mean suicide is the option for any prblm....we cn talk to our love ones nd family if there will be any problem. They will surely understand that. Ur family will always stand up by u every time whnever u need thm...
They help out u in any thng. It's a fact that the person who do suicide after his or her death doesn't knw what is or was going in life whether there problm being solved or not....but that person gives live death to there parents nd friends..that person goes but the person left behind live there lifes like heal especially there parents...so suicide is the worst crime I must say bcoz it put life's of many people on stake...
This is small note I shared....)

Sana was feeling so weak nd dizziness so she also faint there in mishti's arms...
With the help of aarush( although he was mishti's bf) mishti took sana to her house..

After 2 hours sana waked up nd found herself in his uncle's house...
She saw mishti with confused eyes..
Mishti: papa so rhe the nd u fainted so I thought to bring u here..
Sana: but y u knw na I cnt like to stay here...
In meantime uncle came.....
So wt r u doing here ...ohhooo I think that bloody jerk left u..
Sana: I respect u mr.kapoor...( everyone shocked)..yes mr.kapoor bcoz u don't deseve that I cll u uncle....nd u said many thngs to me I didn't said anythng but if u say a single word about sid I will make sure I ll bttr give u medicine of ur own taste.. understood...
Mishti: papa he is in hospital so plss shutup now...
But that person deseves this he is getting his karma....uncle said...
This time sana cnt able to listen anythng she just smashed door on his face nd left from there..,
Flashback over.....

She directly went to the hospital..to meet sid but whn she reached and asked doctor...so doctor said" mam it's being 24 hours he is not responding....so we have to wait for next 24 hours if he didn't respond so I m srryy we cnt do anythng he will go in comma...
Sana was all shattered nd went to sid's room....
She was all crying to see him in at that place but made her more strong in front of him...nd said...
Although sid was lying conscious there...she hold his hand..." Dekh me tere lie agae aja hm chle tera baby bhi tujhe yaad kr rha h jldi uthjaaa plsss uthjaaa.....sid tune bolta tha na ki sana tu strong rh me teri strength hu to ab uth na I need u I need my strength....
Whn she saw there was no response she all started crying again nd went out of room nd ran toward the exit.....

So let's cn what will sana do will sid get up....where she went...stay tuned...