A LAST HOPE

18th part

They both just slept like always.  They always felt some kind of peace in each other's arms. Next day sid woke up first nd was happy to see her muchkin sleeping peacefully in his embrace...he was just looking towards her..thn she just woke up nd get freshnup...after 2 hours sana also woke up nd get tensed whn she didn't saw sid beside her...she call for him sid came a full bowl of fruits for her nd said...
Sid: gud mrng baby uth gae tu...
Sana: gud mrng tu kaha tha me dekh rhe the tujhe...
Sid: me tere lie fruits lene gya tha..mene doctor se consult kia h aur unse sb puch liya ki kya krna tune kya khana h kya krna h everythng I don't want a single thing be not good with my both babies...
U baby nd he put in hand of her tummy nd said my this baby...
She was feeling so happy the changes in sid was making her feel so special bcoz this side of sid being so caring nd loving is just beautiful for her...

Sid thn feed her the fruits nd said" I m going on the pool side do u want to join...
Sana said she doesn't want to join she want to  do rest so he cn continue..
He thn kissed her forehead nd went to poolside.." tum apna dhyaan rkhna me abhi aya.."
Whn he left from there sana just stand from her side nd went to cupboard she get out that cassette from her almirah...nd in mind she thought that she will see it now...
she played the cassette she was just watching it carefully to get all the details out.
She saw it fully nd got shocked by seeing that...she thought" it's sad that mysha died but it was all accident sid was not a murderer it was just he was going through alot of emotions. He was blaming himself for the thing he was not responsible for..
I will make sure that I will make him understand na bring him out of this trauma..
She without wasting time went to sid who was there on the pool side..
She went there nd saw sid was swimming.
Sana also went into pool without saying anything....there sid got panicked to see her in the pool..
As she was trying to act like drowning...( Although she knw how to swim).
After seeing her in that stage sid got shocked nd directly went to her pull her into his arms nd went outside..
Sid just bring her out of the pool nd put her on a chair near the pool..she was coughing he was just rubbing her back to make her calm..
Once she was normal he hugged her tightly..
Sid: tu theek h na sana...
Sana: ha sid I m fine...
Sid was having tears in his eyes..nd he said by cupping her face...
"Tu pagal h kyaa jb terko swimming nh ate to ku krna chahti the...tujhe pta h I got shocked to see u in that stage mene bhut mushkil se apne pani ka dr nikala h apne mn se don't u ever do that to mee again plsss....
Sana saw him crying nd understood she just holded his hand nd said
" Sun I knw ki tujhe ku tklif hue I also knw from which things u r going believe me I will make u out of all ur pain...aj rat ko I will make sure that u will get relief from all ur pain.."
Sana thn stand for there nd hugged him tightly just to assure him that she will be there by her side always she will truly bring him out of his pain he was going through from so many years. She only wanted him to throw all the unwanted baggage from his shoulder that was not worth..she wanted to heal him from the pain he was going through...

So now she said" tu rat ko terrace pe milio mujhe 8 bje I want u to see something imp...
Sid: what??
Sana: don't ask too much questions from me just do whatever I m saying ..
Sid: ok madam aur koi hukm...
Sana: nh bs abhi ke lie itna hi bhut h..
And they both laughed.
She was really trying her hard to make him happy to make him feel good...she always try her best to pamper her although sid also do that but this tym she knows that he will need her nd she prepared everythng on the terrace..
She was just praying that she will be successful in bringing out the pain he was going through.
Nd give him as much peace as she cn...
Full day both spend together she also prepared for her surprise..but also she whole day pampered sid like a child.
Sid was loving that side of hers bcoz he never got that much of peace, love, care from anyone in his life that he is getting from her..

Night came sana went to terrace before nd said sid to come at 8..
At 8 sid entered the terrace. He went there it was all dark he was calling her name sana kaha ho tum kaha ho tum...
In meantime a projector was on..he got shocked to see what was going on there on that projector..
He in meantime wanted to shout on sana but he somehow controlled..
He was all sweating nd shivering...but thn he thought y she is trying to pull me again in that trauma...
Sid's p.o.v
I tried my best to remove this incident from my mind but sana y u r again putting me into that phase I really don't want to feel like burdened again.....

Flashback.....
It was the last day of there high school vacations. Sid Kabir nd mysha decided to spend there a last day with fun nd excitement...but that day will turn as a worst day they never thought...
They went to menasic hotel to spend there last vacation.. they enjoyed alot there in the lounge..thn they decided to go to pool side at 8...sid was sleeping so mysha nd Kabir went to pool side...
Sid woke up in time nd was in search of both thn he reminded that they all decided to go to pool side he thought" me hi late lateef rh gyaa chlo me bhi jata un love birds ke pass kabab me hdi bnane...""
All were in very amazing mood...
But whn sid reached near pool side he was shocked to see the view as both were drowning nd were pleading for help as both doesn't knw how to swim...
Sid thn rushed towards thm he jumped into pool nd he wanted to save both of his friends but both had drown to there opposite direction..he somehow saved Kabir...nd put him outside the pool...Kabir was unconscious so his full body weight was on sid...he tried his best to save both but he wasn't able to save mysha..she died..
Sid gone into so much of trauma he wasnt in his senses he doesn't knw what happened after that...

But riya came to him nd said..." What u have done sid ?? Mysha died bcoz of u.. u didn't saved her....what kind of friend u r..

Sid screamed " no mysha didn't die bcoz of me.."
But at that time he wasn't in his senses so Riya tried her best to brainwashed him..
Riya said" yes it's true bcoz of u she died if u haven't taken so much of time to save she would have not died..
Sid put that thing in his mind he believed that he was the reason behind mysha's death..he was in trauma nd he believed nd after that he was all blaming himself for her death...
He pleaded in front of Riya bcoz Kabir wasn't in a good stage he get into a trauma bcoz of mysha's death his mental health got affected by that incident..
Riya said" I ll not tell anything to anyone even I will make sure all the treatments for Kabir's heath will be done on time I will pay all his bills nd everythng for his treatment but in return I want something from u...

Sid got shocked by this but he somehow asked" what u want"

Riya said " I don't want u to talk to ur father..u r not allowed to talk to him...otherwise I ll tell Kabir that u r the reason behind the mysha's death...
Sid was shocked by her this thing he thought how cn a mother be so heatless who is taking advantage of his own sons mental health...but he wasn't have any option he has to agree on the things she was demanding....so he promised her that he won't meet his father....

But from that Sid was in great trauma he was not being able to sleep peacefully bcoz of that incident....
Flashback over...