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dear calum,
so i got a new journal to write in. where was i? oh yeah i was talking about how much you ruined me. the only reason i started writing about you was becasue i needed some sort of release, you know for the pain. i didn't want to result to cutting...yet. im still thinking about it because im scared. lately you always hang around her, whatever her name is. i think its saire, faire, claire, something like that. just the thought of you two togther makes me completely fucking sick. i hate her. i dont know if you're together or not but i have a feeling that you will be soon.
YOU ARE READING
Maybe // c.h
Fanfictioni told myself before i fell asleep that i wouldn't need you. but then as soon as i closed my eyes you were there. and you stayed there...
