july 26, 2020
hello! i never thought i'd republish this little thing, but i figured since i wrote it might as well. as i reread and edit everything and nothing, i can't help but feel nostalgic because all of the people/situations i wrote about are now things of the past. it's so strange to me how shit can affect you so much at one point in time and then, next thing you know, years have passed and none of it even crosses your mind anymore. i'm not a huge fan of mushy shit or dealing with emotions so clearly this entire thing was completely out of my element. however, when you're sixteen and seventeen, every inconvenience, failed friendship, and unrequited love really makes you feel like the world is ending. and when you don't talk to anyone about your feelings, what better way to get it all out than writing about it on Wattpad?
anyways! now that i'm nineteen, almost twenty, i'm a little excited to be able to share this with the world again. if you've gotten this far, thank you so much for reading everything and nothing. it means more than you know :) also let me know what you guys think about what i've written, and maybe what you'd like to see in the future (if anything lmao). i'm really my own biggest critic so i promise whatever opinions any of you have won't hurt my feelings, and i will gladly take all of the help i can get to improve my writing. have a great rest of your year, and thanks again for reading!
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everything and nothing
Poetry"i was too much and not enough for a man who was everything and nothing at all" ~ lowercase intended
