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✩⋆𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘆𝗮 𝗜𝘇𝘂𝗸𝘂-𝗧𝗼𝘅𝗶𝗰 (𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟭)⋆✩

Izukun and I were Bestfriends since middle school, we were inseparable back then, but we started growing a little distant because of her.

Hanako

The moment she invaded his life we grew more distant day after day, even though I tried supporting him by suppressing my feelings that I strongly had for him for years, i could withstand my heart being torn apart by his love for her all for his happiness, but unfortunately he wasen't happy and i can't stand his heart being torn to apart.

I watched as each passing day his bright illuminating smile shrunk and started fading away, his face paling and shuttering getting worst because of how self-conscious he became all because of her, I noticed all of his physical and mental change from afar since she drove him away from everyone and especially me, he would sometimes talk with others with a trembling voice, But entirely stopped talking to me.

I tried so many times to speak to him and to convince him out of his toxic relationship with her, but he would only spare me a sad glance. she was toxic, very toxic I have heard her so many times destroy his self-esteem and hate on all his habits that I adored so deeply , how he cutely stuttered, but she would mock him about it,  or how he would intelligently mumble his thoughts out for his plan, but she would shut him up for it, or how he would write in his notebook about heroes with absolute fascination in his eyes, but she tore the notebook to shreds.

I could never sit back and watch her taunt his life and dreams and always defended him to only be scolded by non-other than my ex-best friend, Izuku, all to defend her, so i switched classes to 1.B and I am planning on changing even schools next year, I just can't watch as she sucks life away from him, the one that I loved and adored for many years but was oblivious to notice.

But luck wasn't on my side this week, as hard as I tried running away from the pain, we were both assigned to be working on a project together that considered one person from each hero class in each pair.

so here in his house after what it seemed to be forever, looking at a pale version of Izuku and his dull eyes that used to filled with sparkles, it pained me but I already gave up, so I just want to finish this project as soon as possible, not only was his lifeless figure the reason for my pain but also the fact that he also gave up on our friendship so easily for someone he had met only met months ago.

"so we should work on the new drugs that erase quirks temporarily, we should divide our work so what parts will you take?" i finely ask him after a while of silence, he didn't answer, I sight "look I know you don't want to talk to me, which pains me a lot but we both have no choice we need to work on this, and we' ll...never talk again if that's what you want," I say as I looked down, hurting myself with my own words he quietly mumbles an 'okay' and he proceeds telling me the parts he will be working on, which was not enough but I tried working as hard as I can just to pass.

but after a few minutes, he surprised me by talking "y-you s-should leave" I looked at him extremely hurt as I held the tears, he has never seen me cry and I won't let him now that he hates me and doesn't care about me, but these thoughts only made my eyes sting, even more, I stood up and started gathering my things without speaking afraid I'll break down if I did, but he spoke again "a-and it's better i-if we d-don't talk a-again... ever"

i stopped, too shocked, I wanted to be six feet under right now, I couldn't bear it anymore "why" I mumbled my voice cracking 'WHY' i screamed this time trying to glare at him while tears streaming down my face "am i that bad, even worst than her, am I this disgusting to look at and shameful to talk to?" I asked between my hiccups as my legs gave in and I fall to my knees, my hands covering my wet face.

He seemed to be taken aback a little "n-no" "I don't care how much you hate me, just please stop hating yourself and hurting yourself for her, please.plaese.please" I kept pleading him, my hand still in my face.

he seemed to be quite a bit before mumbling "i can't...she is the only one that truly loves me" i was taken aback by this, i looked at him surprised "you call that love? she took all the life away from you, she always put you down" i screamed "but she stayed with me all t-" i cut him off witha a slap across his cheek " how could you?"  he looked at me confused "how could you take my love for granted?" i proceded "but you do-" i cut him off again " i have been in love with you since middle school, and i have loved every single thing about you, and i mean EVERY single little detail" he just kept looking at me with his dull eyes that now held another emotion i can't pin point "but i am done, i can't keep braking my heart watshing you break yours while not caring about mine" i said before getting my bag and leaving.

i am never going to worry or care or be in any busnisse conserning him.period

and ow boy was i wrong