Beautiful Nightmare. *Jason McCann*

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“Ja-Ja Jason as in Jason Mccann?”

“ yep.” He said popping the p

“ why are you not coming with me?”

“ Because I have to find them before they find us.”

“ I don’t want to go.”

He sighed

“ Case I don’t want you to get hurt.. its only going to be for a little while.”

“ and how long is a little while.?”

“ a month maybe two.”

“ your serious right? Jake I can take care of myself.”

“ no you can’t your only 17 Casey and If I did let you stay …  and if you get hurt … or even worst…”

He looked down

“ I wouldn’t forgive myself.” 

He looked back up at me with sadness in his eyes. And I know that he doesn’t want to talk about this anymore.

“ fine. I’ll go.”

“ Thank you.”  He said in relief.

 I nodded and turn around to walk out of his room. 

I wanted to cry. But that’s one thing Jake has taught me.. to never cry , no matter how bad the pain is.  I took a deep breath and  walk towards my room.

…

An hour later and my clothes are packed. I sat at the edge of my bed looking at an old photo of me and Jake. I was like 7 , we were at a park and he was pushing me on the swings. We looked so happy.  And to think I won’t see him for 2 months… I don’t think I can do this alone. I mean I hardly know Jason, what if his some sort of rapist or some shit like that.

I’m just probably over thinking things again.

“ Cassie its me can I come in.?” Jake called me from outside of my door.

“ yes..”

“ hey… are you done packing?”

“ yep…”

I kept my head down

I heard him sight ,  i felt my mattress sink next to me

“ case.. you know I’m only doing this to protect you right.?”

I nodded

“ you still have that picture?”

I nodded again.

“ ew. Look how ugly I was”  he shivered

I smiled at the picture

“what do you mean ‘was’ you still are.” I said softly

“ girl what you talking about.. I’m sexy.”  He said flicking his non-existent fringe. 

I burst out laughing and he did to.

“ I called Jason earlier.. “

My smile faded

“ oh yeah what uh what did he say?”

“ that he will send someone over to get you tonight.”

I swallowed hard and looked down

“ remember Case.. this is for the best…. I’m going to miss you.”

He said throwing his arm around my shoulders.

“same.” I said  hugging him.

That night we just talked until Jason car showed up.