Tuesday, July 14, 2020
Dear Diary,
Wassup it's Camari. I haven't wrote in you in a little minute but I need to get somethings off my chest because I can't talk to Jamie about it. Why you may ask, its cause it's about her. I know I said I was done with her as a girlfriend but its like she just keeps coming back to my thoughts at night. I just needed time but it feels like I'm taking too much as it's been almost 9 months since we broke up. I never understood my emotions but at the moment they seem very clear that my feelings are in fact coming back. Why don't you just tell her ? You may ask, well that's because I've tried to but my heart tells me to lie whenever I come even close to telling her which causes the conversation to die. Speaking about our conversations, to say at the least they aren't as strong as they used to be. We used to talk for hours, sometimes keeping each other at night in case one of us didn't want to go to bed. When we started a conversation, we didn't want it to end. But now since we dated & broke up, we've stop talking often and I'm very worried that this small thing can end our entire friendship for good. We have 3 major cracks in our bond:
1. Lack of communication
2. Growing apart
3. Feelings
These 3 points in our bond are crucial because they determine whether or not our friendship stays together or departs. Sometimes I wish I had never dated her but I did and I can't change that. Jamie may just ignore or put my feelings off if I tell her. I don't know anymore, should I tell her? Should I just leave it alone? Or should I just move on and talk to this one girl?
Sincerely, Camari
P.S. I forgot to mention I met this girl on Snapchat. She's a baddie with personality.
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Questionable Decisions: Dear Diary Book 3
RomanceCamari expresses her feelings to her diary day by day. Does she express her feelings towards Jamie? Does Camari find new love? Read to find out what she says.
