In the end I don't blame you.
I'm mad and hurt and really upset.
But I will never blame you.
I'll miss you being in my life but you left me.
I should blame you I really should.
You managed to break down my wall.
I worked hard to build it.
I blame you for breaking the gate to my emotions.
I thought the gate was so damn strong.
I blame you for making me see what you see.
Because I was starting to think I was pretty.
But in the end I don't blame you.
If I were my friend I would have left too.
I don't blame you for not wanting to be my brother.
Sometime brothers and sisters say mean things.
But they don't mean it do they? no.
But you. you meant it. you meant it all.
And still I don't freaking blame you.

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Self harm poems
PuisiThese are poem that I write when I'm in my bad places. I don't know if you would find these to be a trigger but If you are easily triggered please don't read. I am always here for anyone who needs someone to talk to about self harming, questions, be...