Something good happened tonight guys.
A hand full of rock school(it's a music school near my house for you who don't know) kids were supposed to come over and than everyone but *insert name of kid I like* bailed and it was really awesome because just the two of us hung out and he would keep looking at me and bite his lip and when I was like everyone else can't come so it's just me and you and he was like okay good. And we randomly go up to hug each other now and they're not his half ass hugs they're the legit hugs like with both arms and squeezes me and idk and before he knew he was coming I would keep saying bye and hugging him and he would hug back tighter and when he walked into rock school I ran up to hug him and was like I love you and he smiled and was like well damn I hate you so this is awkward isn't it. And he used to complain when I wore his coat or beanie and just gives them to me now. And same with drinks. And when he left he was like I wish I could hang out longer but I need to be up early tomorrow and hugged me like ten times before leaving my house. and than like three times In front of his dad. The only bad part of this. He's my best friend. And he's dating my other best friend. Does this make me a bad person?
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Self harm poems
PoetryThese are poem that I write when I'm in my bad places. I don't know if you would find these to be a trigger but If you are easily triggered please don't read. I am always here for anyone who needs someone to talk to about self harming, questions, be...
