Full sun and his sunflower (Renhyuck)

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Haechan:

I slowly moved my head towards his, I couldn't stop myself from getting closer. As my lips were about to hit Renjun's cheek he turned around and our lips almost touched before he dodged his head. 

"Haechanna what were you about to do?" Renjun asked me. 

I couldn't possibly answer him, I froze at the moment, I looked at him before I stormed out of his room. I could hear him calling after me but I proceeded to run out of their dorm. 

How could I be so stupid? What was I thinking? Why couldn't I stop myself, it's so embarrassing. I can't face him anymore. Thank god our promotion is done I could technically just avoid him? Until we have a schedule together again. 

I got many texts from Renjun saying what just happened. I didn't answer him I can't. What does he think of me now? I could cry right now because I'm so embarrassed. I don't usually cry, but lately, because of Renjun, I've got a bit softer than usual. 

As I opened my bedroom, I locked the door. I won't go out again I told myself.

I laid down on my bed cringing about what I just did. It hit me, I've destroyed my friendship with Renjunnie. 

But not only am I cringing, but I'm also hurting, he dodged his head, which meant that he probably thought it was weird, I don't for fuck sake even know if that boy is gay, and here I am trying to kiss him. It drives me insane.

"Donghyuckie what happened why are you locking yourself in your room?" Taeyong Hyung asked me. 

"I don't want to talk about it Hyung" I replied.

"Donghyuck just come to Hyung when you feel ready to talk alright?" 

"Ne Hyung" I replied. 

That's the thing I love about Taeyong Hyung. He's always there to comfort a member, but if they don't feel like talking he won't pressure them. 

as I was about to fall asleep I heard Renjun ask Taeyong Hyung where I was.

"Did something happen between you and Donghyuckie?" Taeyong Hyung asked Renjun.

"I don't know he won't tell me" Renjun replied. 

Seconds later Renjun knocked on my door. "Ya Haechanna why did you leave suddenly? did I do something wrong?" He asked me while knocking.

I didn't reply to him, even if I wanted to reply to him I didn't know what to say. Usually, I'm quick-witted, I can think of any excuse for any situation. But right at the moment, I couldn't think of anything. 

"Haechan why are you sulking, just open the door, I won't go until we've talked about it," Renjun said. 

I still didn't reply to him. I'll just wait till he goes away. 7 minutes later I fell asleep, probably because I didn't talk for so long. I woke up 3 hours later and had to go to the toilet. I unlocked my door and to my surprise, Renjun was laying down asleep. Did he really not go? The floor is so cold why didn't he bring a blanket? I took my blanket from my room and put it on top of him. 

I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up. Whenever I'm having trouble with anything, I go to the studio and sing. Just sing my mind out, because we have soundproof walls I can sing without anyone hearing me.

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I know this chapter was a bit boring but bear with me! I don't want them to kiss...yet

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