Full sun and his sunflower (Renhyuck)

E I G H T

Renjun: 

"You can tell me anything, I won't ever question it or get mad Haechan" i tried for the last time. I wanted to be someone special to him where he could tell me his secrets. 

"What if I told you I had a crush on someone? How would you react?" He replied.

I didn't know what to say. I felt a lump in my throat, it was suffocating me. But why am I reacting this way? 

I could bear it any longer I stood up and walked to the door. Right before going out I said looking down " You know you could've just said that, I thought it was something important" I didn't know why but i was hurt.

I walked out of the door, I know I said I wouldn't get mad, but hearing him saying he has a crush on someone really hurt my feelings, I don't know why. Just seconds later Haechan grabbed my wrist. "Why did you leave?" he said to me. I didn't know the answer to that, I just muttered "Haechan, stop it let me go" while I tried to pull away from him.

"No why are you angry? Didn't you say you wouldn't get mad?" He replied. 

I tried again to pull away from him, but this time he pulled me back inside the little hospital room where he pinned me to the door. "Tell me why are you mad?" He asked again. 

I could feel my tears form, as I stuttered "haechan...st..op"

"Not until you tell me why you suddenly acted this way" He replied. I could feel his body against mine which made me really embarrassed. "Haechan please stop.." I muttered with tears in my eyes. As soon as he saw my eyes his pupils began to expand. "I'm sorry I pushed you too far" He replied letting me go. 

No one said a word. I wanted to ask him who he liked. But I knew I wouldn't like the answer. 

At last I build up enough curuage to say "Who do you like?".

Haechan:

"Who do you like?" Renjun asked me. I messed up really bad this time. And confessing to him would make it even more awkward, I couldn't bring myself to say anything to him. 

After a really long time i finally decided to say something. "I won't tell you" I told him.

"Doesn't matter anymore, I'm leaving manager hyung texted me and said he will be here in 2 minutes" He replied coldly and took his things and left. 

I really hurt him this time. I told myself. Even though he may not like me as a lover, he still trusts me as a friend. And not telling him my secrets hurts him because he thinks i don't trust him. 

I did what I least expected myself to do. I ran after him and hugged him from behind and whispered "When the time comes I will tell you, I promise". We stayed like that for a long time, neither of us said anything. 

Manager hyung came and greeted us, he talked a bit with Renjun and I before Renjun left. 

We walked to the hospital room again and I got a text from Renjun.

TEXTS**

Scaredy cat: I'm not angry at you, I will wait till you feel comfortable with me so you can tell me your secrets

Me: Thank you, and don't get scared because of the ghosts following you from this hospital, scaredy cat;)

Scaredy cat: Shut up before I make you stay in the hospital for 2 weeks.

Me: Mianheeeee Injunnieeee<3

Thank God he isn't mad at me. I really adore our friendship. 

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A bit boring, but I wanted to show you how Renjun felt from his perspective! Now you know;)

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