Full sun and his sunflower (Renhyuck)

S E V E N

Haechan:

"I'm sorry that you need to be here with me," I said to Renjun.

"What are you talking about? If I wasn't here I would probably be at our dorm watching a movie or sleep, it doesn't hurt me to be here with you, you know" He replied while smiling.

Gosh, he looked cute. "Do you want anything to drink? I'm thirsty" He asked me. 

"Just a coffee please" I replied. 

He went out to get us drinks. Does it sound weird that I'm glad I got hospitalized? I" should probably get hurt more so I can be with my Renjun..." I say out loud without realizing it. Oh my god, I sound like a psychopath. I wish these moments could last forever. Okay, now I sound like someone hopelessly in love bruh this isn't me. 

"Haechanna i'm back" Renjun said while entering the door with two coffees. 

"Here this is for you" He handled me one of the coffees. 

"Thankyouverykamsa" said as a joke - and he laughed:3

"Haechan you sound stupid" He laughed. 

"How long do you think you will be with me?" I suddenly asked him.

"I don't know until manager hyung comes back?" he replied not thinking further about the question.

"oh okay" I said. I realized that there wasn't any chairs in this room and Renjun had been standing up the whole time. 

"Injunnie come here" I padded the hospital bed. 

"No it's okay you should rest" He replied. 

"No Renjun come here before i stand up and drag you" I said. 

"Fine move your ass a little" He finally gave up. 

He laid down right beside me and our whole body touched. I tried not to panic, but at the end I think you could hear my heart beat so dramatic. 

"Haechan, can i ask you something?" Renjun asked me.

"You just asked me but yes?" I replied. 

"Why are you acting different lately? especially towards me?" He asked me. My heart was beating so fast, I didn't know how to answer. 

"You wouldn't understand Renjun" I replied coldly looking the other way.

"But Haechan I want to understand just please tell me, we've known each other for so long" He begged. 

To be honest, I wanted to tell him, and right now was the perfect opportunity, because we were alone, but I remembered Taeyong hyungs words. If I said something without thinking through if could ruin our whole team. 

"Renjun please stop asking" I said not looking at him. 

"Why can't you tell me? is it because you can't trust me?" He muttered. 

"No Renjun I trust you but I can't tell you" I replied. It was killing me watching him get hurt because of me, but if he knew he would understand why I can't tell him. 

"You can tell me anything I wont ever question it or get mad Haechan" He tried for the last time. 

"What if I told you I had a crush on someone? how would you react?" I said. 

He didn't reply for a really long time, before he stood up and, walked to the door. right before he walked out he said "You know, you could've just said that, I thought it was something important" he looked really bothered..

the look in his eyes really told me that he was hurt. I stood up and ran after him. I grabbed his wrist as I stuttered "Why did you leave?".

"Haechan stop it, let me go" he tried to pull away from my grasp. 

"No why are you angry? didn't you say you wouldn't get mad?" 

"Haechan let me go" He tried to pull again. This time I pulled him back into the hospital room and closed the door. 

"Tell me why are you mad?" I pinned him to the door. 

"haechan st...op" he stuttered looking away. "not until you tell me why you suddenly acted this way". I know I shouldn't push him to this point, it's really wrong of me, but I couldn't control myself.

"Haechan please stop.." He begged me, nearly crying. 

"I'm sorry I pushed you too far" I let go. Because of my selfishness we are back at our awkward stage again. 

no one moved or said anything for a couple of minutes until Renjun suddenly asked me.

"Who do you like?"

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Cliffhangerrrr againnnn... i'm sorry

I don't know when Haechan will confess to Renjun.. I want it to be soon, but I don't want this book to end that soon yet....

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