He's my Everything

Chapter 3.

*_*Tk*_*

Carlos was taking to long. it was really weird. that's when it hit me. my opioids. I left them in the bathroom cabinet. if he finds them he would flip. maybe even break up with me. I cant have that happen. not again. not to me. all the thinking was making my head spin out of control. I felt like I was dyeing. I probably was at this point. but I wanted to get as much time in with Carlos as possible.

"Carlos?" I said wining a little bit.

"coming baby!" he yelled from the bathroom. 

he walked in holding a wet was cloth and my secrets stash of gummy bears.

"you found my stash?" I said sitting up. I stopped dead in my tracks when I got dizzy.

"yeah, it wasn't hidden very well." he said stifling a forced laugh as he walked over to the couch. 

Carlos sat down beside me and moved my head to were it was laying on his lap. he placed the hot cloth over my eyes and handed me the gummy bear tin. 

"thanks 'los" I told him leaning up to give his a quick kiss.

"your welcome" he said playing with my hair. 

***tk fell asleep and then woke up***

Carlos was tense. he had been all day. I really hope that he's ok. I moved the wash cloth away from my eyes. then went to grab his hand and he flinched and pulled it away from me which made tears form in my eyes. I was right. he doesn't love me anymore. he can do so much better than me anyway. I know it. he knows it but he wont admit it.

"sorry" I said turning onto my side so I was facing the tv and not him. Carlos grabbed my hand and leaned down to kiss me on the check. I felt the tear start slowly fall down my cheeks.

"hey tk, look at me. I need you to be 100% honest with me here when I ask you this. its really important." I said as he through himself back around. I moved to fast though and I shot up and ran to the bathroom. Carlos fallowing close behind me.

I fell to my knees in front of the toilet  and through up again. everything started to turn fuzzy and it was harder to breath than normal. my stomach clinched and my head was throbbing. I was dyeing. I took more oxea and I was dyeing. this was going to be it for me. and other than the fact that I'm leaving Carlos I'm fine with it.

Carlos was rubbing my back and mumbling something in Spanish to himself. I turned back around to be in his arms. he kissed my hair and helped me to calm down.

*-*Carlos*-*

tk turned around into my grip. his skin was cold and clammy. his face was pale and he looked like he had just gotten off of a boat. I had to ask him. I had to make sure he was ok. I had to make sure that we were ok. that by the end of the day there was still going to be a we. that there was still going to be a tk strand.

"tk look at me." I said grabbing his chin to get him to look into my eyes. "how many did you take?" I asked him. his eyes started water. he knew that he had messed up bad this time.

"I didn't take anything" he said looking around the rom avoiding my gaze

"tk..." I pushed pack at him. he needed to tell me.

"26" he said looking down at his shaking hands.

"what time?" I said looking a him trembling on the floor.

"between 5am and 12 pm." he said trying to push him self up off the floor. he collapse back down into my arms and I helped him sit back down. I grabbed his wrist to check his pulse and it was weak. it was really weak.

"tk we need to get you to the hospital" I said standing up and reaching back down for his hands. 

"los please don't make me go there! they will call my dad!!" he said shakings ever worse.

I crouched back down beside him. "hey look at me Tyler. I will tell them not to call your dad but you need to go before its to late. I can't risk loosing you" I said trying not to let the worry in my voice seep through.

"ok. I'll go." he said sniffling. he grabbed them and I helped him out the door to my Comoro. we drove to the hospital in silence. Tk's hand in mine the hole ride there. we got there in a little under 45 minutes. perks of being a cop. I turned on the lights and the sirens all the way there.

we got there and I told the nurses at the front desk what happen right away. they told me that I would have to wait in the waiting room and answer some questions about my boyfriends symptoms. I just needed him to be ok. he has to be ok. I don't know what would happen if I didn't have him. I need to have him. he's my world. he's my everything.