INSTA GROUPCHAT FIC

part nine

⚠️TALK OF SELF HARM⚠️
also a very very small smut warning
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noels been in the hospital for a couple day now.
he won't speak
not to cameron.
not to emily.
not to remmie or gina.
not to lolo.
or cora.
or teah.
or nataly.
or clara.
or chloe.
or lillie or jay.
or brooke.
or tita.
or doctors.
no one.

but every morning it's the same.

"good morning noel" emily says walking into his room holding a cup of joe

silence

"how did you sleep"

silence

"do you need anything"

silence

"did cam tell you about brooke"

silence

"she's pregnant"

silence

"can i tell you something" emily says leaning forward trying to grab his hand that he quickly pulls away

silence

"i'm pregnant"

"what" noel says looking over at her speaking for the first time in days

"holy shit- you spoke"

"you're pregnant?"

"yeah. i went to the doctors yesterday and they confirmed it"

"who's is it"

"i'm getting a dna test done later"

"have you spoken to jada" noel says

"she tried texting me but i didn't answer"

"she feels really bad about everything"

"she shouldn't. it's not her fault"

"em" noel says changing his whole demeanor

"yeah"

"are we still getting a divorce?"

silence

"noel- you cant ju-"

"ok." noel says interrupting her

LATER THAT DAY AT THE DOCTORS

"so emily, you are here for a dna test correct?" the doctor says drying her wet hands off and putting in gloves

"uhm yeah..."

"ok well let me just take a quick look and we can get started" the doctor says putting the clear chilly goo on emilys small bloating stomach

after a few seconds of silence the doctor finally speaks "oh wow"

"what?" emily says concerned.

"there's two"

"twins" she says dropping her jaw a little

"yep." taking wiping the gel of her stomach

time jump to after the dna test

"ok you will receive a text with in the next 24-38 hours for when your results are ready"

"okay thank you" emily says walking out of the office

when walking out of the doctors she reserves a text

CAM🥰~ "noel gets out today and you never told me?"

EM💅🏻~ "i didn't know sorry"

CAM🥰~ "well can you come over tonight i think all of us need to talk"

EM💅🏻~ "yeah"

LATER THAT DAY AT THE HOUSE

"emily is coming over" cam says walking into the living room

"why" noel questions not look at him

"because we need to talk"

*door bell rings*

"it's open" cam yells

"hey" emily says walking through the door she used to walk through everyday

"hi" noel says

"how you feeling" emily says before taking a seat on the couch she used to sit on everyday

"arms still hurt. they couldn't stitch the cuts"

"did they give you anything?"

"yeah fentanyl"

"are they making you go to therapy?" cam adds in

"yeah"

"i'm glad you're okay" emily says moving closer to noel

"me too i guess" noel says with a small smile on his face looking up at cam and emily

they were all looking at each other in silence.
taking in each other's beauty

"can i see them" cameron says crouching in front of noel

"what.." noel says in a shaky voice

"your cuts.. i wanna see them"

"cam i don't th-" emily says but is cut off

"yes" noel says

he begins rolling up both of his sleeves revealing line upon line.
most still raw but some were already beginning to scar
cam slowly grabbing noels arm kissing it lightly, barely touching the skin.
emily begins to take his other arm and lightly running her finger across the smaller cuts that are partially closed up.

"i'm sorry" emily says crying

"don't apologize it's not your fault" noel says back beginning to cry

"shit guys your making me cry" cam says laughing lightly

"for real though.. i'm truly sorry" emily says once again

"stop." cameron says
"we have to stop blaming our selves" he says again

without thinking cameron stands up and quickly presses his lips hard against noels mouth.
noticing what he just did, cameron quickly pulls his face and hands away from noel begins to walk away

"no." noel says quietly

"what" cam says even quieter while slowly turning back around to face the two people that bring him the most happiness but also cause the most pain

"please. just don't leave. not now at least."

emily signaling for cam to come sit back down

walking over slowly cam takes a seat so noel can be in the middle.

"fuck me." noel whispers

"what" emily says in a sorta shocked way

"we are getting divorced.. so we should have one last fuck." noel says

look at each other they silently agree

cameron begins to take his shirt off but noel stops him

"let me."
"please" noel says pushing cams hands away

silently they all undress each other and begin
but it's different.
it's more needy.
more loving.

when it's over they don't move. don't say anything. they just lay there.
trying to take in each others love, one last time
trying to take in each other's touch
each other's scent
just trying to take in each other.