Nothing Lasts Forever

Chapter One

I jolt awake, holding my chest in attempt to calm my heart rate.

"What was that dream..?" I mumble to myself, leaning over to my night stand to grab my water glass.

"What? It's empty? I could've sworn it was filled when I went to bed?" I sighed, "No biggie I'll just go fill it up again."

I got myself out of my bed, grabbing the cup and going upstairs to get cold water from the fridge.

Heading back to my bedroom, I turn my light on, not being able to fall back asleep.

"Well I guess I'm up now," I sighed again, knowing I'd be sleeping all day again tomorrow.

I reach back over to my nightstand, placing the cup down, before opening up a drawer and pulling out a small note. Opening it up with care, I began reading:

Dear World,
You were so fucking cruel to me, kicking me down when I was finally on my feet. Taking my loved ones away from me! How could you be so cruel to me!? Yet so nice to the ones who don't deserve to be here!? Tell me you fucking piece of shit!

You know what? Don't even bother. I'll take myself out, right here and now. I'll drown those bottles of pills, and tie the rope around my neck. And I'll stare at the moon, with a smile on my face as my last breaths leave my stupid lungs. This is your fault! Not my parents or my friends. Yours!

And let me tell you, so many people are going to be pissed at you.

-Dusk.

"....pissed at you..." I mumbled the last part, tears streaming down my face.

"Fuck you world! You took her away from me!" I screamed, tears falling faster.

I clawed at my arms, blood trickling down from the scratch marks. Crying more and more, my voice getting scratchy.

"Why!? Why did you take away my only happiness!?" I screamed more, hiding my face.

I cried into my pillow, soaking it. Calming myself down, and looking out towards the moon lit sky, "I'll see you again soon my love.." I mumbled, taking out a bottle of pills, "It's been a full year without you. You weren't there to graduate with me, I'll come to you, let us be together again," I opened the bottle, drowning the entire thing.

Swallowing them all, I sat there. Not bothered to even look at my phone because I knew I'd call my father and he'd call the ambulance.

"Would he though..? I mean he abused me most of my life, so maybe he wouldn't care.." I spoke quietly to myself, before reaching for my phone.

Scrolling through my contacts I find the one labelled 'Asshole' and click it, putting the call on speaker, I wait for him to pick up.

"What the fuck do you want at 3am?" His voice sounded angry.
"Goodbye," is all I said.
"What? You called me just to say goodbye? What the fuck kid?" My father was angrily confused.
"I said Goodbye, to you, mom, my sister, to everyone. Goodbye," I hung up, before falling back onto my bed unconscious.

The pills had worked. I was slowly starting to die, I could feel it. I was slipping away from reality into the blackness of death, and it felt rather... comforting.

Why didn't I do this sooner? I feel so much comfort in dying, but why? Who cares, I'm finally joining my one and only love!