The call of the wild

The Wolf's Institution

A/N: Hiiiiii I am back yet again with a new chapter lovelies .I am drained from birthday parties and working ,and this situation with the virus is stressing me out .I am literally numb.It was my grandpa's birthday ! I may sound not as excited but I really am .Honestly I am so glad I have the chance to spend my days with him.All day , every day I am so grateful to be around the strongest man who have been a big part of my life.He takes up my whole heart and I can never replace him ,I have a big amount of respect for my grandpa .He is such a gentlemen ,a warrior ,a fighter he is going through so much yet again never has he ever even once said he is tired of it or complained how much it is hurting .I love him with my whole being and every fiber in my body .So cheers to my angel and my second father figure .I love you grandpa .This text makes me feel morose and all but yet again I am so happy.Anyway just as much I want to keep on rambling about my supporter and the best human alive to be near me I want to ask everyone how is everyone holding on , on this situation we are in?I hope you are all well and healthy.And I pray for those who are suffering .Sending my prays and love to all of you gorgeous creatures stay safe and sound .Hang on there we will all go through this together.Not YOU will go through this together ,but WE will get through this .We are all in this togetherrrrr.

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Zara's P.O.V

Darkness yet again surrounds me ......

When a new life is being born it always starts with a light , when a life ends it ends with a light , but my life seems to begin and always end with the dark.

As if the dark is my faithful follower , a loyal friend of mine that I never wish to be friends with in the first place .

It seems like I belong there rightfully .

But then again the dark is my home after all .

But my thoughts now are not focused on the dark they are shifted and differed on the place it surrounds me .

Just great again I am left somewhere where I am not familiar with my surroundings .It is like the universe hates me or something .Moon Goddess what did I did wrong for you to punish me this way ?

Many would take it as a blessing , but I take it as a curse.I never wanted power,being feared or revenge .I was always the quiet shy ,naive Zara that was always hiding in her shadows .The darkness eating her whole as she tried to stay invisible as much as possible .

She never had friends,she never loved being alone,she never wished to be at the top.Just to be loved and appreciated .

But we never get what we want .

Instead what we need.

And it seems that the dark really needs me .

Perhaps the world is really a cruel place to be in .

But the key word we are missing here ,is that I said Zara WAS always hiding,never WANTED power ,being feared etc .

Now all of that is left in the PAST .My PRESENT is different .The Zara in the present currently thrives for power,thrives for revenge and is soaking in the fear that she will cause towards the useless creatures of her kind .Such as her scum of a father or her mate and mother.

They don't even deserve to labeled or entitled as mom and dad or mate.They are a disgrace to her kind and human kind .They are a piece of dirt on her shoes now that she will soon get rid of.