Today | Stanley Barber X Reader

Chapter Twelve

Stan chuckles. "I love you too, you'Remy best friend." I could literally die right now. Is he that dumb? I opened my mouth to explain, Brad and Dina coming out of the locker room. "You're not seriously breaking up with me right now!" Our attention shifted to them, wondering what the hell was going on. She ignores him, Mr. Whitaker replacing her. "Hey! Which one of you punks set burritos!" I rolled my eyes, lying back down. "All right, I don't know what the hell went on tonight but I want everyone in my office first thing in the morning!"

My eyes were on Brad, who was beyond pissed. "I offered you a truce and you fucked it up. This one's on you." He scowls to Syd before storming off.

"Gee, who pissed in his cheerios?" I joked, frowning once Jenny came in the picture. "Ah, another day in paradise. Anyone wanna get wasted?" The way her eyes were trained on me made my blood boil.

"Shut the hell up junkie." I sneered.

She clicks her tongue, crossing her arms. "Ouch, that hurts. But I think you deserve the crown."

My nostrils flared, storming up to her. She was only a few inches taller than my but I didn't care. "I will make sure to break that nose of yours this time."

"Like I haven't heard that one before. You need to chill, you were so free spirited when you and I fucked around."

"What?" Stanley asks, making me realize him and Syd were still here. "N-Nothing, I'll meet you outside." I ordered.

Jenny giggles with malevolent. "Oh, poor Stan doesn't know?"

"Know what?"

"NOTHING!"

"My my my Y/n, keeping secrets from your own best friend." She stuck out her lower lip, mock pouting. "My little Stan, you never knew that while you weren't hanging with Y/n, she was with me. And we weren't just hanging."

"Jenny, shut up!" I growled. "Stanley, please go. I'll explain everything later."

Jenny shakes her head, shoving me aside. "Did you know that her and I used to bang?"

Stanley eyes widen, shaking his head. "N-No."

"Yeah, we had sex, did drugs, god she was untamed."

The look on his face made me want to cry. The look of betrayal. "What kind of drugs?" He asked her. "Don't believe her." I pleaded.

"Stanley, she did all sorts if drugs. At first it was a shit ton of weed, mostly Purple Haze, and then it was heroine, molly, and then cocaine. God she was electrified that night. She took off her clothes and jumped off the cliff, her and I had a lot of wild sex." The way she said the last two words made me want to bang her head open. "I thought you know. But you might have had some thoughts because you saw us on the verge sex at Ricky's party. And that was before I banged Brad that night." My eyes widen, that's why Dina and Brad got into a fight. "You don't know who she actually is, she's always lying to you. Especially of how she's hiding the fact that she's in love with you."

No, God no.

I look back at Stan with tears in my eyes, seeing him shake his head and storm off. "Stan! Stan wait! Don't believe her, she's lying!"

My body collided with his as he stopped. When he turned around, I saw anger in his eyes. Something I have never seen before. "Tell me. Tell me that it's true."

"I-I did do drugs with her...we did had a thing behind your back. I'm so sorry." I cried. "Please forgive me, I didn't want to hurt you."

I grabbed for his arm but he slapped my hands away. "Not that, about you being in love with me."

I don't want to admit it, not under these circumstances. But there's no use. I could never lie to him about that. I couldn't speak, so I nodded. My throat closing up from holding back a sob. What's the use, I'm already crying. "I-I do love you." I managed to speak out.

I have no clue on why he looks even more pissed, towering over me. "Y/n, how could you do this to me?"

"W-Wh-"

"You wanna know something, I loved you too." Loved. "I've loved you for so many fucking years and you always blow me off for some other person! I always wait for you hand on foot and you were too dumb to see it. I wanted you, but you didn't care. And that night at the party, I was going to confess to you. But walking in on you and Jenny, did you know how much that broke my heart?" He began to cry as well, his hand shaking as he pointed a hand to his heart. "I would've anything for you, but you never cared. And now suddenly you're in love with me?" He spat. "That's bullshit! BULLSHIT!" I flinched at his yelling, including Syd. "IT'S COMPLETE BULLSHIT!" I flinched again, the tears coming at an uncontrollable force now. "I wished that I have never met someone like you. You're nothing but some junkie sloppy seconds. I can't even look at you." He shakes his head, walking out of the school.

I just stood there for the longest, crying my eyes out. Syd didn't know what to do, following Stan. "P-Please don't leave me." I begged. "You're all I have left." And it's true.

Stanley, for some magical reason, heard me. I saw him clench his fists, resisting to even look at me. "Now you have no one, just as you deserve."

Those words made me break down to the ground, holding a hand over my mouth to keep from screaming out. What've I done?