Alex and I, we did take things slow. It was months before we even kissed. I didn't know if I was screwing this up. I was constantly getting in my head.
Sobriety did that to me
We had been hanging out for 4 months
I sat on his couch as we watched a movie
He leaned in to kiss me, but I didn't stop him
I lost focus
He kept kissing me, but I wasn't really here
He kissed my neck
I pulled back " umm"
He looked at me "is this too much..."
I looked at him " I'm sorry... it's just I don't know If I can do this..."
He looked at me " this kiss was good... right?"
I looked at him " It was...."
He looked at me " then what is it...?"
I looked at him " it's not you... it's me... I can't believe I just said that"
I took a breath " it's just I don't know if I'm ready for all this... to have sex. I haven't hooked up with anyone since I went to rehab... and I want to tell you about it.. but I just don't know if I'm ready..."
He carresed my hand " that's ok... we don't have to."
I looked at him "i'm sorry"
He looked at me " It's ok."
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More Than The captain's Kid | TK Begins
FanfikceTK and Carlos just started dating. Carlos is still curious and wanting to know more about TK. On their first date, TK tells his life story to Carlos and that is how it unravels into TK begins! enjoy my begins mini-series more to come
