falling farther- Acerola x Nanu

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This is all part of the way that she tricks him into doing things that he thinks he does not want to, or rather, that he does not want to want to do. But Acerola has never been concerned for what he may or may not want to do, and he has never been good at resisting her, no matter what it is that she asks for or tempts him into. Perhaps that was not as big of a deal when she was much younger, and it had more to do with spoiling her than with his feelings for her, but now, it is a different story altogether.

And she is still young, and she will always be too young for him. Nanu knows that, and never thought that it would be this hard to resist temptation. Hell, he never thought that he would have to grapple with these feelings at all, but here he is, and here she is, playful and tricky like the ghosts she loves so much, and he has no way of knowing if she is tempting him because she thinks she wants this too, or because she wants to mess with him, wants to see how low she can make him fall, just because she wants to, or if she has no idea that she is tempting him at all. For all he knows, he is projecting, trying to shift the blame somewhere else to feel less like a scumbag for lusting after her.

Except if she did not realize what she was doing, he doubts that it would have come this far, so it must be at least a little bit on her. Even so, there is something off about shifting any of the blame to her. Whether she wants it or whether she is just messing with him, he is the one who should be old enough and responsible enough to resist anything that might tempt him. He should know better, that much is true, and instead, here he is, telling himself that he is letting her trick him into it, all while he continues to make up any justification that he can, to pretend that he is not the absolute worst, and definitely not the worst that he can be.

It doesn't count if he doesn't actually fuck her, he tells himself. Her innocence is still in tact as long as she preserves her virginity, saving that for someone that she really loves, someone her own age who loves her and would take care of her, and protect her from the old creeps in the world, like him. As long as she saves herself in that regard, then maybe he can sleep at night, because he has not actually robbed her of anything.

Acerola does not resist him at all, thinking herself old enough and ready for this, playful and eager, so tricky that he is sure better men than him would fall before her, no matter how hard they may try to exist. When she looks at him with those eyes and that smile, and asks him to touch her, he has no idea how he is supposed to be able to resist that, has no idea how anyone could, and therefore decides that no one could, that he is completely helpless. And, surely, if he does not allow this to go too far, then he has done a good thing, in comparison to what he could have done, at least.

She lifts her dress a bit, teasingly, and he tries to stop himself from staring, but of course, he can't. And he has come too far now to feign decency, and instead helps her out of it, saying, "You want me to touch you, huh?"

"That's right. You want to do it, don't you?" she asks, but she already knows the answer to that question. "So, then, you should just do it, since you want to so bad." Even her logic is childish, perhaps even more childish than her age would suggest, and again, he has to wonder how intentional it all is. Surely she must understand these implications now, whether she wants to go along with them or not.

He lets her sit in his lap while he touches her, and he knows that there is no denying what this is now. There he is, with a tiny, naked girl squirming on his lap, and there is nothing else this could be mistaken for. There is no turning back now, and certainly no turn back when he actually puts a hand between her legs, listening to the way that she whimpers as he gently begins to finger her. He makes her promise to tell him if he is hurting her, makes her promise to stop him if he is going too far- as if he is not already going too far, just by doing this to begin with.

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