summer nights, meeting zotto

chapter 30, anything for you

the first couple of days were the hardest, just not spending my days with him hurt me. eventually, it got better and i got used to it. i think we are drifting for sure, but i'm still in love with him. alessio's been working on new music with this guy named sicario and some other people, so he doesn't have a lot of free time. plus he's been working at his parent's restaurant. the media has definitely been starting rumors about our relationship but i choose to ignore all assumptions. i've been thinking about auditioning for a part in a movie or something, but i know it's a lot of work and when alessio comes back i want to spend as much time with him as possible. anyway, if you're wondering it's been around 3 weeks without alessio and i still have no idea when he's coming back to la. this whole long-distance thing has been getting the best of me.

feburary 18th, 8:15 am...

my alarm went off like always. the first thing i do when i wake is text alessio. today i have lot's of meetings, and i'm meeting up with some influencer friends to film videos. i got up and got ready for the day. i put on a cute outift. i put on some light makeup for once. and i straightend my hair. i was putting on some lip gloss, and i got an incoming call from my husband. "wassup babyyy" i said to him, happy to be on the with him. "good morninggg, aye why are you so prettyyyy" he said putting his face really close to the camera. i set up my phone on the counter so it was pointing towards me, and continued to do my makeup. also his sleep voice? heart eyes. i laughed at his cute comment, and smiled. "so hows the music coming along?" i asked him, genuinly curious. "it's good, i've actually been writing some lyrics about my amazing girlfriend." i cringed a little bit not gonna lie but it was still super cute. "i bet she'll like it" i said smilling to him. "god, i missed that smile" he said to me, yea he really is perfect. "shut up i miss youuu" i said to him giggling. he laughed. "any word when you're coming back to la?" i asked him, hoping for a precise answer. his smiled died down, and that caused mine to do so too. "uhh i'm not sure, my parents don't want me too leave in general. plus i have to finish my music with sicario." he said scratching his head looking away. it was kind of sus. "oh okay, well i just miss you." i said growing a smile trying to get the energy back. "yea i uh miss you too... listen baby i got to go, my mom wants me downstairs, good luck with your meetings and stuff." he said unenthusiastically. "okay, bye z. i love you!!" i said. "love you too baby" he said and then immeaditaly hung up. that was kind of odd. i finished getting ready, and got in my car. i was driving to grab something to eat quickly. i stopped at y/f/c/s (your fav coffee shop), and ordered my usual. then i went to my meeting at my managers office. after a long two hours of discussing about me. i was finally free to go. i went home for a little and changed into something more casual. (outfit below)

< yea you snapped 😼 >

kenzie was coming with me, so as soon as she consisted getting ready we left. (i don't wanna say a certain creator cuz idk if everyone like them, so you can choose whoever.) kenz and i were on our way, she was on her phone and i was driving and listing to music. "uh y/n? did you see this tmz article?" she said pointing her phone at me. i immediately shot my head over to look at the phone, since i was driving i wasn't paying attention. kenzie screamed at me to pay attention and i swerved. luckily there weren't any cars near us so every thing was fine. it was scary though. "holy shit. i'm so sorry kenzie." i said being sincere, she replied with "it's alright, it happens to everyone." she is so sweet. after 30 minutes of driving we arrived at y/f/p/c's (your fav popular creator) house and filmed for a youtube video and some tik toks. i didn't want to worry about the tmz thing until we their house. which we soon enough did. kenz and i got in my car and after a pretty fun carpool karaoke drive, we arrived home. kenzie got out and went inside. then my manager called. (we're gonna call your manager sammy,idky)