IMAGINES

she fucked up pt2 🇲︎ 🇵︎

4 weeks later.

i've only been out my room to eat and go to school. i have seen y/n around but i just don't make eye contact with her because either the breakup or memories would wash over me, i've seen her glance at me at times. i really do miss her though. i've blocked her off everything, it was hard, i also deleted our videos and pictures, that part was the hardest, just seeing all of those and memorizing all those times. i've archived post of her on my spam and main. but i haven't moved on, i miss her

y/n's pov

okay yes i have been crying, i hate myself. i don't know why i did that. i tried talking to him but he blocked me on everything which hurt more. i know i shouldn't be crying cause i did this to myself. i just don't know what happened it happened so fast. i still have pictures and videos of us i didn't wanna delete them yet. i've seen him in classes and hallways but he never made eye contact with me or talked to me. i just wanna hear his voice or hug him one more time. i understand that i messed up.

mattia's pov

right now i'm laying in my bed sideways looking through tiktok. i've seen these tiktoks about ash kaash she is bad but.. i don't know.

"mattia!" i heard from my door

"what" i replied

"let's go out today?" i turned and kairi was at my door

"no" i said not turning back

"c'mon!" kairi said shacking me

"right now?" i asked

"well duh" he said throwing his hands up

"right now?" i asked

"yeah"

"where we going?" i asked

"mall" kairi said and i nodded

"okay just wait for me upstairs" i said and he nodded

y/n's pov

i just got finished crying in my shower and i wanted to go to the mall, so i got changed