Just A Fan // Lee Eunsang

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"The rumor is true, she is my girlfriend"

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The crowd went silent, even the staff. All I could feel was fear. I could see fear from Eunsang's eyes. Even though I was watching him through the TV.

"I hope everyone will support and accept us. If you don't, then I don't need your opinion. If you are going to hate her, hate me instead, just not her, she did not do anything to you. I want to say thank you to all the fans who keep supporting us and X1... and I'm sorry... but I have the right to date and no one can stop me. If you are not happy with my relationship then deal with that problem on your own. I choose Y/N, because I am not Lee Eunsang without her. Thank you." Eunsang put the mic on the table and walked away.

I froze. I just stared at the TV for I don't know how long! My hot tears fell from my eyes. I was so touched!

That was all I could think of. It wouldn't go out of my mind. It was stuck in my brain!

After a few minutes, my phone rang. I looked at the caller ID. It was Eunsang.

I tried my best to hold my tears, I deeply sighed and answered the call.

Call

You
Hello?

Idiot
Are you okay?

You
I should be asking if you are okay!

Idiot
I'm okay if you are okay, now answer me, are you okay?

You
I'm not! Who would not cry because of your speech?

Idiot
Are you crying?!

You
I'm not! I'm just emotional! I just have mixed emotions right now

Idiot
That's it, I'm coming there

You
Eunsang! No! Its just been a few hours since your confession! Everything is still fresh! The more you shouldn't be out!

Idiot
I don't care! Your not feeling well! I should be there for you!

You
Eunsang! Please! I can take care of myself! Please prioritize yourself first! Please Eunsang.. and besides if you come here, some people will follow you and they will know where my house is!

Idiot
Fine... please message me if you need anything, I will not hesitate to go there.

You
Eunsang.

Idiot
Fine... I have to go now... PD-Nim is calling me

You
Okay... I'm so proud of you love, Take care.. I love you

Idiot
I love you more

Call Ended

His voice made me feel so relaxed. But I know I shouldn't relax when the whole world is probably talking about us.

What if his career ends because of our relationship? What about X1? What about all their hardwork? What about all their dreams? What about the fans? What if we have to break up for the sake of his passion?