Fame, Fortune And Betrayal {jongsang}

Chapter 10 (TW)

*Severe panic attack.*

Yeosang turned off his phone and he was sobbing. He truly thought it was a nice joke. Maybe he shouldn't have called him a whore but still it was just a joke. Why did they take it so seriously?

Yeosang shakily got out of his seat and thoroughly tried to dry his eyes but the tears kept falling. He broke down further and collapsed to the floor. He clench his shaking limbs and tried to settle down but he couldn't breath. His heart was beating faster and faster. He started clawing at his arms as tears fell down his face. Blood fell between his fingers. Scratch marks littered his arms.

His throat clogged up with sobs and harsh intakes of air. His eyes remained glossy and he somehow curled his way into the corner of the room rocking himself back and forth as a form of comfort.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" he mumbled as his breathing fastened even more. His sight was getting hazy and he couldn't focus. He dug his nails in further not feeling an ounce of pain. Blood dropped in heaps onto the floor as he continued t rock himself and stare into nothingness.

He didn't even noticed the door opening with a disappointed hyung. He didn't even notice when said hyung gazed at him and panicked. He couldn't hear what they were saying it was muffled. A little more stratching and he raised his bloody hands to his ears and pressed hard.

He didn't notice the hands literring his body as he was pulled into a warm embrace. He couldn't hear anything over the pounding in his ears.

He didn't notice two unfamiliar men race into the room and grab him into their arms not caring for the blood.
He didn't notice the slam of van doors and sirens as they drove along the highway at an insatiable pace.

His hands were still pressed to his head but his chest started itching. His breaths became deep gasps as he clawed at the cloth constricting his torso. He managed to claw the neck part down and ravishly stratch at his aching lungs. More blood poured down his chest joining the puddle below him.

He didn't feel hands grab his arms to stop him from stratching. His hands kept moving as his eyes completely unfocused. He didn't know he was mutilating his mother figures wrists. Nor did he hear the yelps of pain and rough hands trying to remove his grip on his mother figures arms.

He passed out.

He couldn't move. It was all black.

Seonghwas pov.

After Yeosang passed out the ambulance medics sighed in relief and placed a breathing mask on his face. I sat cradling my wrist as the blood starts to pool up. I winced when the man gently took my arm and cursed.

"we don't have the materials to treat that, he got you deep. You'll need to get help from the hospital. You're friend will be treated but is there anyone who can meet us at the hospital.?" the medic said and i nodded.

I unlocked my phone with my good hand and went onto my contacts. I went into the group chat we had and called it. I declined the call on Yeosangs phone before waiting for the others to pickup.

Hongjoong, jongho, San and Wooyoung answered.

"meet us at the hospital please the one near the bridge." i said before ending the call from people's questions.

All through out the ride the medic in the back treated the wounds to make sure we don't bleed to death. Once we got to the hospital Yeosang was rushed into surgery and I was pulled into a treatment room.

The nurse cleaned my arm and stitched it up with butterfly stitches and bandaged it, I thanked her and she nodded before pulling me into the waiting room.

I sat on the seats waiting for the others when they arrived ten minutes later gasping for breath.

"sorry we had to drag these two from their argument." San said. I just nodded and played with the bandages on my rist that didn't go unnoticed by hongjoong he glared at my bandage and grabbed it gently.

"who did this to you?" he asked menacingly and I gulped.

"Yeosang did, but not on purpose! He was having some sort of attack he didn't know what he was doing!" I said making sure hongjoong doesn't misunderstand he sighed in relief and nodded.

"fine, why was Yeosang brought to the hospital? ." hongjoong asked and I sighed.

"as I said just then he had some sort of attack. He was stratching his arms badly and he couldn't breath. He didn't respond when I called to him or touched him. He was just in a corner curled into a ball while rocking himself back and forth. I don't know how long he was like that for but his breathing and stratching got worse until the ambulance came he was in the van when he passed out after doing this to me. He also mutilated his chest. His eyes were unfocused as well. But that's as far as what I saw I'm not sure what caused it. " I explained and the group gasped.

" I think he might have been having an anxiety attack, I get them sometimes but never as bad as what you described. Did he ever tell you anything like that? "jongho said and the group shook their heads I just stared at him with a pleading look.

" well from now on your going to have to tread lightly if what you explained is true then anything can trigger him. I saw what you told him on the post he did for yunho but I think that's what set him off. He must have been terrified from the punishment. He's either had a trauma regarding that type of punishment or he worked himself up to much and caused an anxiety attack. "jongho explained and we all nodded, then a doctor walked in.
" your friend is right it was a severe anxiety attack. But not from trauma, he just worked himself up to much and didn't know how to deal with, however I don't think this is the first time. I looked over his medical notes and saw he had come in previously for this as well only more meager. Quite a few times actually but noone gave him any medicine to help saying it wouldn't happen again or get worse. Turns out they were wrong we've put through for some meds and you should be getting them by the end of the day. Mr kang can go home once he wakes up but make sure to keep him company and keep him safe. Are his parents in town?? " the doctor said and I shook my head.

" no they're in Taiwan on business " I spoke and the doctor sighed.
" alright I'll send a message to them but for now he'll have to stay with one of you. Don't let him be alone for more than three hours in case he starts again. Oh and give him soft foods for the next few weeks, he damaged his lungs and throat so he won't be able to eat hard food. Keep him away from greasy foods as often as possible because they will affect the medicine. " the doctor said with a now before leaving.

" well we just have to wait now. Who's going to look after him? " Wooyoung said and I sighed.

" He can stay with me and hongjoong were moving into our apartment tomorrow and there's an extra room so he can stay with us." I said and hongjoong nodded in agreement. I kissed his cheek and he smiled before hugging me. I layed my head in his chest and sighed.

" let's go see yeosang" mingi said and we all nodded.

We entered the room and took our time to watch him as the others slept a little.
It wasn't until early hours did he wake up.