transgender tales of doom and despair

its been a while

Wednesday 29th July 2020:
So i havent been on wattpad for ages but here i am
Not much has happened
But a couple of my friends from theatre called me Alyx in person! Which I'm happy about and stuff. I smiled for like an hour afterwards.
Umm what else
We went to Weymouth last week for two days. (my mum, my brother and me). Weymouth is just a small seaside town in england btw. It was cool, and the English sea is suprisingly cool to swim in (ive never swum in it before). It made me kinda dysphoric because swimmIng, but i wore a tshirt while i was swimming for the most part. We did lots of walking too, which was tiring but beautiful.
And we got coffee and hot chocolate on the way back :)
My mum still wont let me get a binder but i think i might get some kt tape soon! i got an amazon gift card worth £15 and now i just have to work out how to get it without her knowledge
We're going sailing next week on the Solent so i was thinking maybe I could make sure it got delivered then so they dont see but im still not sure how. I was thinking maybe like a note? On the door saying "please put parcels behind the green bin" but obviously if my parents see that theyre gonna be kinda suspicious
if anyone has any tips theyd be appreciated
~alex ✌