Insane (Reader x Im Nayeon)

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Break-up Rule: Never do it in a public place no matter how private you already think it is

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01/04/2019

My life started to Change today

I was in our favorite restaurant where Joy and I used to dine. It wasn't expensive or exclusive but It's private enough for me and Joy to do the things we usually do.

It's amazing how the seats were so comfortable and the tables were separated by a divider with intricate designs. No one could see us or invade our privacy, perfect for people like us.

I could hold Joy's hand all I want

But she didn't want to hold mine

"Sungjae is in love with me" Joy suddenly told me in the middle of our meal.

I put my utensils down and carefully looked at Joy.

I sighed

I knew this would happen

Three years

Sungjae was helping us hide our relationship for three years. No guy would be able to do that without falling in love, especially Joy was the woman. It was more surprising that Sungjae fell in love with Joy only now, they've been in WGM and was shipped together, so why now?

"I should thank Sungjae for helping us Jagi" I said "It would only make me look like an asshole if you started avoiding him suddenly"

"I'm not avoiding him"

What? I thought I heard Joy wrong but when I looked at her, she had this determined look in her eyes overpowering the pain she's feeling right now.

"I'm not going to avoid him, because I'm breaking up with you"

"What?!" 

I couldn't keep my voice from going a notch louder. She was being absurd!

We were onto our 4th year anniversary and She's telling me she's breaking up with me? Like what the actual fuck?!

"Calm the Fuck down (Y/N)" Joy hissed looking around if someone was looking at our direction.

"How can I calm down when you're breaking up with me? What kind of fuckery is this?!" I hissed back

And that's when Joy's tears started to fall. The tears she was trying to suppress.

I Immediately calmed down. I can't see her like this, I can't take it when Joy cries, so I tried my best to shut up and let her say what she wants to say because I know she has a lot to vent.

"three years and six months (Y/N). We've been together for three fucking years and six months and yet, this... This (Y/N)... We're still hiding our relationship" Joy cried

"Jagi," I said taking her hand in mine and interlaced it "You know this is what's best for the both of us" 

With her career and mine. Telling the public about us never seemed like a good Idea and I thought Joy understood

"Then when will it be the best for us?"

The Anguish in her voice broke my heart. She was hurting. And I was too because i felt twice the pain when she's hurt. 

"I'm tired of this (Y/N). I'm tired of hiding. I'm tired of waiting because I don't think you will ever have the guts to tell the World about us." Joy cried silently "Nothing's changing in our relationship and I'm so fucking tired