A to Z [c.h] book 3

R

Reckless Abandon by Blink-182 (the acoustic makes me so emo (PLUS I WROTE THIS LIKE 20 YEARS AGO BEFORE THE BLINK THING HAPPENED IM SO EMO))

"I wish I was, I wish I was," calum sang.

"BESIDE YOUUUU" Luke jumped in. they all laughed at it, smiling at the moment.

thy are all outside for lunch, since it was really nice out. Sadie and the group got very close since they got together. she texts then whenever she needs them, texts them the soon to be notes, and texts them stupid jokes.

they were just doing nothing, they were laughing, telling jokes, doing random stuff. this was probably the best time Sadie had ever had in a while.

Calum on the other hand, wasn't feeling it. (im feEELING THIS) He felt abandoned, like something was missing. He never felt this was before, this was the first. he always felt happy and knew everyone was by his side. he just feels alone.

Sadie seems to notice this, by his fake smile and his messing with the hen of his sweater.

"hey, me and calum would be right back I promise." Sadie said grabbing Calum's hand and pulling it inside.

"are you okay?" Sadie asked.

"yeah, just feel a little abandoned I guess." he responded shrugging.

"it'll be okay. you have all of us. You shouldn't feel abandoned, that's dumb to think." she responded.

Something triggered him, making him angry.

"don't tell me what I can and can not feel." he responded angrily.

"calum why you getting so angry." She responded with a confused look.

"leave me alone." he responded. "I just want to be alone."

Sadie got so worried. why was he mad at her? what did she do?

she decided to text him, just the note.

R is for reasoning; we need to reason about this.

'Nothing to hold on to
We'll use this song to lead you on'