Suicidal Girl

Chapter 9

No noo! This can't be happening. She couldn't leave me like this. David... I fucking hate you. And you... Cameron I will always hate you. After what you did to her I lost all my respect for you. How could you do that to me and her. We were best friends. You are my brother's friend. How could you do this?

"Noooo!" I yelled and woke up

"Lex are you ok?" Alex asked

"Yeah... Just a nightmare.... What time is it?"

He looked at me studying my face before answering "its 7:30"

"What?!?!" We are supposed to be getting ready for school.

"Dont worry they just canceled school." He said nonchalantly

"What?!? Why?" I asked surprised.

"Well some idiots set the school on fire, but it didn't burn down completely. Only the side of the school, by the gym. They are investigating and school will start again next week Wednesday." He mumbled trying to fall asleep.

"Ohh ok." Was all I said. How can you set on fire a school when its pouring water? I mean come on there was a thunderstorm yesterday night.

Well if I'm not going to school today might as well sleep.

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I was waking up again and reached for the blanket but couldn't feel it.

I was getting irratated so I opened my eyes, flinching, cause of the brightness in the room.

Oh my God... Alex was shirtless... How the hell did I end up here with him?

"Good Morning Lex." He said pulling his shirt over his head and turned to face me.

"Um...hey... One question... How did I get here?"

"You Dont remember?"

"Noo..." I trailed off

"Wow... Well we were at the park then we came here cause it started to rain. Then I gave you some dry clothes, then we cuddled?... And fell asleep. Ohh and you had a nightmare so you woke up." He explained

"Oh..." Was all I said trying to let al he said sink in. One thing caught my attention we cuddled? I would never do that with someone I just met.

Then it hit me. I didn't drink my medicine yesterday morning.

"Lex... Lex.... Alexis... Lexi... Alexis!!" Alex yelled to capture my attention.

"Huh?"

"I was asking if you were ok."

"Yeah I'm ok..." I said Should I tell him? Will he judge me? Fuck it I'm gonna tell him

"Alex... I need to tell u something..." I said nervously

"What?"

"Well... I have many...problems...you can say." Breathe "I have d-" Breathe. "Different person-" Breathe ohh no... I'm having a panic attack. Shit...

Ok Alexis stay calm. Look at the floor it's not moving, now look at the window there's your room. Ok you're fine now.

"Lex, I know you are having a panic attack. And I know u have different personality disorder..." He said rubbing circles on my back. My head snapped up so fast my neck popped.

"What?!? How?!?" I asked surprised.

"Well you have the symptoms. When I met you in the morning you were kind of shy. After you ran out of Mr. H class and came back you were like in a badass mood. And when we were at the park you were any again. And coming to my house you were so confident and comfortable with me and you cuddling." He paused and continued. "And I knew it wasn't mood swings cause you Dont even remember how you got here."

"Wow I didn't know you paid a lot of attention to my actions." I said surprised. No one had notice I had DPD.

If he only knew what happened to me that made me the way I am...