Suicidal Girl

Chapter 7

There's only one time I have been speechless. And I Dont even want to remember that time.

Well this was the second time, and I hated this.

His face was covered with such pain that it hurt just to look at him.

"Answer me, did he?" He said. His voice cracking.

"Not exactly." I whispered. Feeling the tears gather in my eyes I looked down.

"What do you mean not exactly?" He whispered back.

"Well he-" I started and looked up.

There he was the one person I thought would never hurt me or her, but he did and badly.

I couldn't help but let the tears fall. No noise coming from me just silent tears.

I felt Alex's arms around me and hid my face in his chest.

I really hope he didn't see us. The time past without me noticing and the tears stopped.

We sat there in silence. Neither of us talked. I was afraid that if I talked them I would break down again.

It was getting dark outside. The moon was making an appearance. I knew that if I went home at this time I would get my ass whooped.

Where can I sleep for tonight?

"Its getting dark. You parents are probably worried about you." Alex said.

"I Dont have parents." I simply said.

"You live by yourself? Dont you have siblings?" He asked

"Nope. My dad left me." -One tear fell-"my "mom" doesn't give a fuck about me, and my "brothers" are out with their girlfriends, my little "sister" is the pride and joy of my mom when she is a slut. Yes I said it a slut. She is 15 and has already had sex.  That right there is not my family." I ranted

"Wow and I thought I had a messed up family." He said

"Well now you know some people are in worst situations." I simply said

-Thunder-

"Ohh shit" Alex cursed "We need to leave before it starts raining" he continued.

"I can't go home"

"Why not?"

"Because if I do my ass is getting whopped" I explained.

"Ohh... If you want you can crash at my place... If you want to... Besides we are neighbors so you can go to your room in the morning through the window..." He ranted

"Alright. Then its settled I'm crashing at yours." I said and got up.

"Let's go" he said.

The way back to his place was quite which was nice.

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Short update... But I was busy with Christmas shopping and other stuff.

So yeah...(I'm really awkward) I might update again later... So yeah.

What did y'all get for Christmas?

I got an All Time Low shirt, an Eiffel tower shirt, and a sweater.