Alter Ego

Before You Leave....

This chapter is focused more on Desiree and Ray. Since Ray is only there for a week, Des needs to find a way to spend more time with him until he leaves. They needed a little more time together.

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Desiree's Pov:

"HE HAS ANOTHER PERSON INSIDE OF HIM!" I yelled at my therapist, while pacing the floor. "Just have a seat and calm down, Desiree." She said. "HOW CAN I CALM DOWN! His other side took my virginity!" I said. I sat in the chair and crossed my legs, and placed my forhead in my hands. "Its okay, Ms. Harper. How did you guys meet?" She asked. Saphora was my therapist that I had since I was 13, when both my parents died in a car accident. "Well, I was at the mall with Megan, and he was staring at me. So Megan told me to go chat with him, so I did. " I finished telling her the story from start to finished, as she wrote stuff down on her notepad, as she always does. " I'm not even sure if we're officially dating, but even if we are how am I suppose to have a relationship with 2 people? I really like him." I said. "Jacob.....or the other?" "Fernando..... his name is Fernando." I said. "So do you really like Jacob, or Fernando?" she asked again. "I really like Jacob.....but I don't know..... Fernando scares me." I said. "Then there's Ray....." I said. I smiled when I said his name. "The middle school friend." She said. "Yeah." "Now you smiled when you said his name..... Whats going on." She said. "Well he's in town.... and I really miss him. But he's only here for a week. I want to spend time with him, but I don't know what Jacob will think....." I said. "If its your bes tfriend, why do you car? You just met Jacob, and your long time best friend who moved away is in town for only a week. It only one week. Jacob will be fine." She said. "Are you sure?" I asked. "I've delt with situations like this before..... Im positive. Now, sadly, your session is over. I'll see you at your next appointment." she said. Damn that was cold.....but thats how it is. I left out of the office and straight to my car. Day 2. I had to call Ray.

"Hello?" He answered.

"Hey, Ray!" I said.

"Hey, baby girl. Whats up?"

"Nothing, you should come over and chill. We have 8 days left." I said.

"Well, okay. I'm on my way" He said.

I hurried and drove home before he got there.

I went in my room to change my clothes. I wasn't trying to look good for Ray, if thats what you're thinking. I was wearing business clothes. I always do when I go to my therapist. She told me that I was 18 years old, and that I should be dressing more mature about how I dress. So only when I see her, I wear my business attire. Anyway, I went in my drawers and pulled out a pink Polo T shirt, with a green horse on it, and a pair of plain blue jean shorts, and my converse. A few minutes later, I looked out the window and saw Ray pulling up. I smiled and ran out. He got out of the car and I ran and gave him a big hug. I led him to the big swing on my porch. He sat down and I sat down next to him and I pushed my feet on the grown so that the swing could swing a little. "You know you really have no idea how much I miss you" I started. "Word? I thought you would've forgotten about me." he said. I scooted closer to him and put my head on his chest. "You were and are my best friend, Why would I forget about you?" I asked. "I just thought you were upset with me for leaving." He said putting his arm around me. "It wasn't your fault. Why did you move anyway?" "My mom got a killer job offer in ATL. And since my dad isn't around, we could really use the money." he said. "I understand totally" we sat on the swing in silence. I was playing with his fingers as I always did in middle school. "So is my little sis dating, or...." He asked, breaking our silence. I sat up. "At this point...... Im not sure." "What does that mean?" "Its kind of complicated" I said, putting my head down. He lifted my chin, and looked me dead in the eyes with all seriousness. "Remember when I told you you can tell me anything? I meant that...." he said. Should I tell him that Im on the verge of being in a relationship with a schizophrenic freak? Or should I just leave it alone?