Alter Ego

Will You Ever Forgive Me

ehh....... This will be a better chapter..... I been slacking 

So here you go.....

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Jacob's POV:

       I pased the floor, passing my hands through my fro. Desiree will never forgive me. What even came over me? I was never like that, ever in my life. I would never even think about putting my hands on a female. Especially one I'm possibly falling for. I plopped down on my bed and tried to gather my thoughts. I needed a way to make Desiree to forgive me. Just then, my phone vibrated. 

"Hello?" I answered.

"You're over with *dial tone*" 

Who the fuck was that? I took a last look at my phone. It was an unknown number. I looked around. I shook my head, trying to forget what just happened. I began pasing the floor again. It was so hard to come back from that. I have a feeling that she'll never talk to me again. Maybe a call would help? I thought  to myself. I dialed her phone.. "Hey, it's Dessie! If I didn't answer the phone, there's a possibility that I don't like you! haha. But just in case leave a message!" I heard her voicemail. Then all of a sudden a brick came flying through my window, almost hitting me. It had something attached to it. It was a paper. 

Come near Desiree again, I'll have your fucking brains in a jar.

      I looked at the note...... who was threatening me? I dialed Desiree again. No answer. This time I left a message. 

"Desiree, please answer, I really need to talk to you. Its mega important. Im freaked out just answer please." I begged. 

Desiree Pov:

    I heard Jacob's message. He sounded scared as fuck. What was Ray doing to him? I decided to return Jacob's call.

"Hello? Des?" Pressed ass.

"You got 5 minutes.." I said.

"Look. I swear to God, I've never been so sorry in my life! I promise I have never put my hands on a female. I was just jealous that's all please forgive me, please I'm begging you!!" He said. It sounded like he said it all in one word. He was talking so fast. 

"So everytime you get jealous, you're gonna hit me? I'll pass. I don't even know what I was thinking.... Trying to date someone with 2 people inside of him... Nothing but danger." I said. 

"Des, please."

" Its Desiree, and you got 2 minutes." 

"Please believe me when I say I'm truly sorry. Please just give me a chance. I promise I'll do better." He said. I didn't know whether to believe this bullshit or not. Just then, Ray came in. I hurried and hung up the phone.

"Who were you talking to?" he asked.

"Do you ever fucking knock?" I said. 

"You weren't talking to Jacob were you?" He balled his fist.

"No dude, chill." His hands unclenched.  "You ca leave now.... I want to be by myself." I said.

"Why, so you can talk to Jacob?" He said.

"My life doesn't fucking revolve around, Jacob." I gave him a death glare. 

"Fine I'm leaving." He said, putting his hands up, and leaving my room.

   Minutes after he left, I heard a knock at my door. I ran to the door, to open pretty, sure that it was Ray. I was so ready to curse him out. I open the door, and it was in fact not Ray, but Jacob.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I said, folding my arms. 

"Just please let me talk to you." He said, sounding like he couldn't catch his breath.

"Jacob.... Did you....did you run here?" I asked. He nodded his head, and held his chest. I pulled him inside.

"ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE?! DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR YOU LIVE FROM HERE?" I shouted.

"Desiree, listen. I-" 

"STOP TALKING BEFORE YOU DIE!" I said, pushing him on the sofa. I ran and grabbed a Poweraide from the fridge. 

"Drink this.... " I said, handing him the bottle. He took a big gulp, and his face went back to its natural color.

"Don't ever do no stupid shit like that again." I said. He got up and walked towards me.

"Keep your distance...." I said, holding my hand out. 

"This is really important, JUST LISTEN TO ME!" He yelled, grabbing my arm. All of a sudden we both heard a gun cock.......

Jacob's Pov:

     I felt a cold object against the back of my head. I looked at Desiree and there was so much fear in her eyes. She couldn't talk. Her eyes was just wide in shock.

"Take. Your fucking hands. Off of her." I heard a chilling voice say.  

"Ray..... Please." Desiree said.

"I'm done listening to you Desiree..... You lied to me. You said you weren't gonna talk to him anymore. WHY DID YOU FUCKING LIE!" He shouted.

"Dude just chill. I just wanted to talk." I said. 

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" He said, pressing the gun harder on my head. 

"Ray don't be stupid! You're gonna go to jail!" Des said, starting to cry.

"BOTH OF YOU JUST SHUT UP! SHUT THE FUCK UP!" This dude was crazy? I'm guessing this is the guy leaving the phone calls. 

Desiree's Pov:

   Tears fell down my face. Ray was serious. He was gonna kill Jacob. I couldn't even stop him, because I was afraid for my own life.

"Ray please don't do this..." I begged. "Its not worth the trouble....just please..."

"I don't want to fucking hear it."

"Are you gonna sit there, or are you gonna shoot." Jacob said, in a deep raspy voice. He smirked. It was Fernando talking. 

"What the fuck did you just say?" Ray asked. Jacob..... I mean Fernando turned around.

"You heard me...... shoot me.." He said. 

"Jacob, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!?" I yelled.

"1. Im not Jacob..... 2. He's not gonna shoot me..." He said.

"OH YEAH!" Ray said......... Then all of a sudden........ BANG! I closed my eyes..... I didn't wanna see what just happened....... When I uncovered my eyes..... I couldn't believe it.