Your Precious Moon

III

"Hey, you okay Rudolph you looked like you saw a hunter?"

Anna asked as she looked at Rudolph with a puzzled look. He snapped out of his trance and walked past Anna not saying anything trying his hardest to fight back the anger and tears.

"Rudolph?...Hey, wait!"

Anna said running after him he then stopped he was trembling a bit he looked up from the floor and turned around opening his mouth to say something but Gregory was there.

He look up at his brother clenching his jaw tears now falling from his face his brother then looked over his shoulder at Anna who hadn't moved.

"You need to go back to the dressing room you need to make sure the dress won't get ruined I'll handle Rudolph."

"Fine whatever."

Anna said as Gregory looked down at Rudolph who was now hugging himself crying silently.

Rudolph didn't care that he was crying, he didn't care that he was crying in front of Gregory, he didn't care that Anna was with Tony, he didn't care about Tony...

Rudolph froze at the last thought and felt his sadness overwhelm him even more.

"Rudolph."

His brother said but he refused to look at him. He then felt arms wrap around him and he started to feel anger boil up inside of him and he pushed his brother and ran past him.

Anna has had her eyes on him since the first time she saw Tony, but it wasn't fair...

He finally made it into an empty room and he slammed the door behind him with his back against the door.

He looked down at his hands as they trembled with anger. He then did the only thing he could think of that would calm him down.

He tried to stay calm as he placed his headphones over his head and played the first song that popped up.

"I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a nonbeliever"

"Crashed my car just to feel again."

Rudolph whisper along to the song as he started to feel his anger slowly but surely fading away.

"Cuz I'm about to
Break Down!
Searching for a
Way Out!"

Rudolph's anger was replaced with sadness once again as he slowly slid down to the door and onto the floor. He listened to the song with his eyes closed as tears started to slide down his face.

"I'm a popular, popular fucking monster"

{The first to name the song gets a shout-out}

He then grabbed his knees and hugged them close to him and he buried his face into them.

"Falling into love now we're falling apart"

Rudolph was now breaking down and he didn't care he just wanted Tony but it was ripped away from him.

He wanted to dance with Tony, he wanted to be with Tony...

But he is human.

Rudolph look up and wiped his eyes.

"Does he even want to be a Vampire?"

Rudolph sighed as he started to calm down from his breakdown.

His body still shaking as he concluded that if Tony wanted to be with Anna then...he will respect that.

Rudolph stood up and wiped his face making sure he got all of the tears. When he looked around he noticed he was in the room where he first met Tony.

Nothing had moved everything was covered in a fine layer of dust.

He smiled as the memory played in his head. He snorted at how he was trying to scare him and Tony just seemed so fascinated by him being a vampire.

He sighed as the memory faded away and he walked into the middle of the room. He started to feel normal if even that was a feeling he could feel.

He put his hands in his pant pockets as he did a slow 360 looking around the room a sly smile appearing on his face.

"You ever going to spill the beans brother?"

He jumped at the sudden voice from the window which was now open with a Gregory in the middle of it.

"I don't know what you mean."

Rudolph said now crossing his arms across his chest and looking at his brother.

"Yes, and we are not bloodsucking monsters that haunt the night."

Gregory said with a smirk almost waltzing into the room as if he was a noble of the house.

"Dude you are not okay I can tell I've known you for how long now?"

"I don't know I've lost count myself..."

Rudolph muttered under his breath as he turned to leave the room only to find Gregory in front of him again.

"So tell me what's wrong?"

"Why does it matter there's nothing I can do. He prefers Anna!"

Rudolph yelled then quickly covered his mouth. He finally told someone his big secret and it was his brother.

"How do you know he prefers Anna?"

Gregory said calmly and Rudolph was caught by surprise.

"Wh...wait what? What do you mean by that?"

Rudolph asked as his brother turned and opened the door stopping in the doorway.

"Have you ever even tried talking to Tony?"

Rudolph opened his mouth to say something but then closed it looking away.

"If you keep your emotions locked up and away from him you'll never know how he feels towards you Ru."

Gregory said looking over his shoulder at Rudolph. He then walked out of the room leaving Rudolph alone in the room.

He then walked out slowly closing the door and walking down the hallway watching the floor go by as his mind drifted off.

He was in a deep trance he didn't realize someone calling him. He was then grabbed and spun around.

He snapped out of his trance and when he was spun around he made eye contact with Tony himself.

Rudolph froze as Tony smiled at him letting him go and started to talk.

"Hey, Ru I was trying to get your attention everyone has been looking for you ya know? Rudolph are you okay?"

Tony asked his expression now turning into worry. Rudolph looked away from Tony rubbing the back of his neck.

"Y-yeah I'm fine..."

"You sure?"

Rudolph looked back at Tony who was now smiling again. How was he always so chipper? It was like impossible for him to be anything but happy.

"You'll never know how he feels towards you Ru."

Gregory's voice rang through Rudolph's head.

"Rudolph?"

Rudolph snapped his head back to Tony not reality.

"Yeah?"

"What are you thinking?"

Rudolph hesitated debating on if he should tell Tony about his feelings or ask Tony about how he felt.

"Rudolph I know you're thinking of something I can tell by the look on your face. It's okay you can tell me."

Tony said placing a hand on Rudolph's shoulder as they made eye contact.

Rudolph felt as if his whole body got warm when at what Tony said. He started to feel very relaxed as he stared into his eyes.

"I want to know about your feelings towards me."

Rudolph instantly covered his mouth with both of his hands his eyes wide in shock. Tony started at him with a confused expression.

"Like if I am in love with you?"