Destiny

Chapter 16

Don't love too deeply

Until you're sure that the other

Person loves you with the same depth.

Because the depth of your love today

Is the depth of your wound

Tomorrow.

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ROSE POV.

i lie there quietly, not wanted to disturb the moment we are having. I am not a heavy sleeper since the childhood. I knew when he enter inside my room using the attached door. Now i need to talk about it tomorrow about it. I am damn sure i lock it and the key is still in my drawer.

Oh no bad idea if I complain than he will know that I know about him coming in my room every night. If you asking how than I already told you.

I felt a bed dip , he sat on the edge of the bed. I can feel his instance gaze on me which make me nervose but i didn't let it show in my face.

Making my breath even so he won't doubt that i am not sleeping. He move from his position and lie beside me, maybe he saw my frown. his hand creasing my hair and to tell you the truth, this feeling is bless. I never knew i would like people touching my hair , but his figures running in my hair make me relax , his mans cologne hit my nostrils and i inhale deeply.

His hands stop moving and i pouted without realizing and this terrifies me, but he didn't say anything but i felt his figure tracing the outline of my lips, i control myself from reacting but the next thing happen which shocked me.

He kissed me, my heart started to beat faster, body stiff but like he didn't notice the slight change because he is busy ravishing my lips, his lips on mine feel good and so damn right. My eyes wide open to see his eyes closed. But when he opened his eyes, he froze too, not moving .

His eyes held mine a slight terrifying its gone as it came, our lips still attached, not breaking eye contact for a minute when he hurriedly rose up and stood in front of me. I stare at the place where , he was earlier sudden missing his presence.

"umm i .. i its not what think , its j.. ust" he try to explain but fail miserly.

"fuck" he cursed under his breath running his hand in his hairs making his look more hot. Damn man god really bless me with the hot husband. I thought.

" i am sorry" he said making me come out my admiring session . I stare at his eye only to see regret. For what kissing me. I sat up straight in my bed.

" it was not suppose to happen in first place" he said crushing my heart but why! Why i am feeling pain. " i just want to talk but you already gone to sleep so, i thought about to ..... ugh, i apologize for ,my behavior , its just happen , nothing it is forget it .. yeah forget about the kiss , the kiss never happen

" get out" I said trying hard to control my rage.

" what" he ask sounding like he didn't heard.

"I SAID GET OUT" I said furiously.

He stood there string me for a second. he open his mouth to say something but close it, giving me a last glance he walk out from my room leaving me in a darkness. I fisted my hand trying to calm my self. My body shake violently wanted to release but I hold myself from lashing out.

The anger is not for him, its for me. Is me who forget why I am here, and dare to even think that there is something between us. I should have warn him the first time he came but my stupid self which still exist stop me from doing. I shut my eyes counting numbers in my head to my nerves calm but it didn't help. Its emma who always help me, she is the sweet little thing who awake a sweet side in me. only she can do that. thinking about her , her smile and those bright innocent eyes which is unaware of the cruel peoples around her.