Forbidden Love

Chapter 10

{ 1 month later}

Joshua's P.O.V

I was hanging out at my apartment watching TV, until she looked at me, " What?" I asked and she looked back at the TV. " It has to be something, you keep looking at me with that look!" I said and she laughed, " there's no certain look, just looking around." She said and smiled and bit her lip and I kissed her, " No teasing Liv!" I said as she got on my lap, and messed with my hair.

" I'm not teasing, I'm just styling your curls." She said and swung her hair to her right shoulder. As it fell perfectly over her shoulder. " You little flirt!" I said as she smiled and giggled a little, " Me? A Flirt?" She said sarcastically, and I went to go kiss her but she got up, " Nice try Bassett!" She said and I grabbed her by her hands and pulled her back down, " Oh really!" I said and kissed her and she deepened the kiss.

As we went on she stood up and she grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me up towards the bed, as we kissed all down the hallway. That's when I picked her up and carried her the rest of the way and shut the door behind me as I laid her on the bed, and took her shirt off, and mine off and kissed her neck. "Joshua who's Bra is that?" She said and I looked at her confused, " What are you talking about?" I asked and stood up, and she pointed to the bra laying at the door entrance of my bathroom door.

" I honestly don't know where that came from Liv?" I said not sure at all but she didn't believe one word I had to away to her at that moment. " Really, playing dumbfounded, that's just low even for you!" She said pissed off at me, as she got up, and grabbed her shirt, " Olivia! I'm serious, I don't know!" I said and she had tears down her face, " W-What so I-I'm just another g-girl you c-can add to the l-list." She said crying and mad and put her shirt on and went to the living room to put her shoes on and grab her bag, yet I grabbed her arm.

" Olivia Isabel Rodrigo, you are the ONLY woman I've had in this apartment!" I said staring at her and she got out of my grasp, " I-I bet t-that's what you t-told all the g-girls you hit o-on and s-sleep with, I can't b-believe I let t-that happen, maybe m-my parents were r-right about y-you, bye Joshua!" She said in tears,  I wanted to hold her and pour my heart out, but I felt frozen inside as I watched her go to the door and slammed it which rattled the pictures on the wall.

I wanted to move, chase after her, scream, breakdown, but I just stood there, not knowing how to feel, like I was completely paralyzed, Numb, broken, like one word, touch, sound, movement was going to kill me. I took a picture frame and threw it against the door, and slid down the wall and cried, I couldn't breath, and just wanted it to be over, every little thing OVER!!! I just didn't see the point in life without her, sort of like she was a drug I never knew was addictive.

Not because of the sex, or make-out sessions, but because I felt happier with her, everything about her, her smile, laugh, personality, the way she sang anything that played on the radio, especially Taylor Swift, or in her words, " Queen Taylor!" She idolized her like I idolized Olivia, I wanted her to be MY QUEEN!!!! But now she's going to Marry Prince Jackass!