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Its been three weeks since i have decided to cut off the boys and Jessie. I told my dad that i didnt want to see any of them ever again so he made it to where Jessie isnt my personal servent and none of them are allowed in my room. The witch talk is still going on according to them im a witch because of the clothes i wear. Apparently the clothes i wear are that of a witch would.

I was laying on my bed trying to sleep but that got ruined by the tears.. i started to cry but this was normal now. I would sit in my room and cry or slep all day but when i couldnt do either i would just lay there and daydream of a time where i got to see all my friends. I missed them so much that i cried every day. I was pulled from my thoughts by a knock on the door, i sat up quickly wiping my eyes and said a quite 'come in' and the door opended revealing someone i really didnt want see right now. I knew that if i saw them i would want to hug them immediatly.

Jessie.

I looked down as she slammed the door behind her and started yelling "OKAY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!" she screamed making me flinch. "WHY THE HELL DID YOU LOCK YOURSELF IN HERE FOR THREE FUCKING WEEKS AND NOW THAT I SEE YOU, YOU WONT EVEN LOOK AT ME" she countinued to yell and i didnt know what to say. I missed her, i wanted to hug her and tell her what i have been like for the last three weeks but i was scared.

"YOU DUMBASS" She syelled and was about to yell more but the door opened and i finally looked up having my tear stained puffy face visable "I... i didnt mean to make you cry" Jessie said looking down ashamed of herself and Hoseok basically ran to  me wrapping in a hug as i began to cry even harder. "Its okay" he said softly and pulled me closer. He pulled away enough to see my face "Why did you lock youself in here" he said softly "I.... I didnt want to hurt anyone" i said looking down again "You call this not hurting anyone" Yoongi said scoffing "We all love you and you just lock yourself away to keep from HURTING us" he added raising his voice making me jump. I nodded and he scoffed again "Why would we get hurt" Jimin asked elbowing Yoongi. "You wouldnt... but Hoseok and i.. would... i had to stay away from Hoseok and the only way i could do that was by leaving all of you" i said looking down again "You... you could have told be you didnt like me" Hoseok said with tears in his eyes getting up and going to the door "Hoseok wait-" he cut me off "No... i get it.. you hate me... i dont know what i did.. maybe it was the kiss but... ill go... and ill stay away from you" he said letting a few taers slip and leaving the room "YOU HURT SUNSHINE" Taehyung yelled "How could anyone hurt Hoseok... he's so sweet" Jungkook said taking Taehyungs hand and leaving the room sending me a glare "Wow... he's amazing how could you hate him" Jin said pulling Namjoon out of the room them to sending me glares. "You have no fucking heart" Yoongi said leaving and Jimin said a soft "Sunshine is so sweet how could you hate him" They both of course sent glares "Your fucked up" Jessie said leaving.

There was... all alone again but this time they hated me cause they think i hate Hoseok but... it quite the oppesite... If i  only they knew i was in love with him.

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