My Stepfather...

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2 days before wedding

The sunlight hit my eye and I groaned. The burning sensation went in my throat again and I ran to the bathroom and threw up.

"Y/N are you ok?" Soobin said rubbing his eyes. He rubbed your back.

"I won't send you to school today. Your mom will be back tomorrow so let's just go have fun today." He smiled. I nodded and he handed me clothes to change into.

We walked out from his room and I ran into someone.

"Y/N what are you doing here? Don't you have school." My dad asked.

"Yes Soobin was taking me. Last night I need to talk to someone so I came to him." I smiled and my dad messed up my hair.

We walked out and got in Soobins car.

I looked and I had text and calls from everyone.

Jimin
'Y/N I'm sorry she hit you I don't know why she did.'
'Y/N are you ok Mr. Kim called because you weren't home and aren't answering your phone'
'Y/N answer your god damn phone this isn't funny'
'Y/N it's midnight where are you'
'Please answer I know I've been a dick lately'
'Y/N at least let me know you're safe'
'Mouse just don't go down that road again'

I turned my phone off.

That road was depression and self harm. I tried to end my life several times but was stopped by the boys.

We left and Soobin drove to the city part of Seoul.

We went and watched movies and went in the mall and looked around trying clothes on. Soobin has always been there he's like a brother to me.

We did have to make several stops because I was throwing up but we still continued the day and had fun.

"Let's go to the carnival." He smiled excitedly while pulling on my hand.

"Ok let's go." I chuckled and he drug me to the fail.

Soobin tried every game that was there and he did win some prizes but he got mad whenever he would lose and he'd try again.

"Soobin your going to loose all your money here." I chuckled and tugged on his sleeve.

He lost again and I had to pull him away.

While walking around I stopped and looked I saw a life size winter bear.

"What?" Soobin asked. He looked and saw the white bear.
(Something like this👇)

"Awe winter bear wants the winter bear." He chuckled and I looked at me as he went to the game.

"Soobin you don't need to get it." I spoke quietly and tugged on his sleeve.

"I will get it for you." He said cupping my cheeks and smiling. He paid for the game. The game was the ring and milk glass game.

He had to get three rings on the milk glass and he can get whatever.

I looked he missed the first two he only had 10. He got the next one but missed the next three I got excited when he got the next one. Then he missed the other 2. He studied it and threw the last ring landing it on the neck of the milk glass.

I cheered happily.

"Can I get the big white bear." Soobin pointed at it. The man nodded.

The man came back with the life size bear and a big pusheen. The man handed us them both and I looked confused.

"I've seen your boyfriend try every game and lose. This ones for you. You seem to like stuff animals." The older male pet my head and I smiled.

I wrapped the bears arms around Soobins neck since he was taller and I carried pusheen.

It was getting dark out so we headed back to the mansion.

I stayed with Soobin again tonight I'll go home tomorrow but not school.

—— The next morning ——
1 day till wedding: tomorrow

I woke up and Soobin was putting his tie on.

"Hey I'll drive you home today" I nodded.

I stood up and he gave me clothes to change into.

All the boys would be out shopping for there suits.

I got in his car with the Winter bear and pusheen.

We drove to my house and he helped me carry stuff in.

The house was quite for the first time in weeks. It was peaceful. I waved as Soobin got in his car and left.

I went in my room and opened the door to my dresser. Reality hitting me. I have to take these test.

I quickly gathered them. I took the test and they take 15 minutes to have positive or negative. While waiting I hugged pusheen while sitting in winter bears lap.

I scrolled through my phone and I got an amber alert. I looked. 'Missing Teen' I skimmed through. 'Jeon Y/N'

I called police.

"911 what your emergency." I sighed.
"Hello this is Jeon Y/N can you please put the amber alert down I was just with a friend."
"I see sorry for the inconvenience. But please tell your parents you are safe they all sounded worried." I nodded.
"Of course."

I hung up and the amber alert was canceled. I rubbed my temples and sighed.

The 15 minutes were up and I hesitated to stand up. I slowly walked to the bathroom. Not wanting to looking.

I picked the first on up. Negative. I sighed and smiled. I still have to check the rest. Yoongi said there are a lot of false negatives.

I looked and the rest had two lines. I covered my mouth and dropped to the floor holding one tears running down my face.

Positive...