What is love

My heart is shattered🤯💯💯💯💯💯💯

Chapter. 1. Look my Name is queen money and I'm 22and I have a good job and I love to have fun. And I been hurt so much so I'm happy I get some one who like me for me and have deep feelings for me . And he get a good job and he going to get his Cdl and he tell me everything . And he love everything about me and I love everything about my bae. I'm not a hoe and people who do not know nothing about me be calling me one . Look I'm not with the bs the he say she say because is just not in me I'm about my money. People put my name in bs all the time in 2020. My man name is Toney and he 22 and he is good to
Me. And I do not play games with no one and I give my man
Anything he want from me Anything he need from me. I have a good relationship with god and I love him so so much and he do it all for me in my life .

When I'm with him we have a lot of fun and he keep me happy we talk about everything and he love to keep it 💯 just like me . When he kiss me I can feel the love in that kiss I no he love me because he have let me see a lot of times. 💯💯💯💯💯💯💗💍💍💍💍❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️♥️♥️💖💖💖💖🔐🔐🔐🔐🔐🔐🔐🔐🔒🔒🔒🔒💕💘💘💘💘. I do not put people in my relationship at all because that is between us no one else.no matter what happen in the relationship bad or good. What I got going on in my personal life Is nobody business mind your business because I don't have nothing to do with you I don't talk to you about my business so why are you in my business. I'm in a relationship I do not want your man sis so just stop coming for me boo. So no one can tell me nothing about my man because I know it will be a lie . Look if I have a friend who is a man I will let my man know and if he not Cool with it then that friend get to go . And I know we will have ups and downs in this relationship . I'm not green and he get me mad some time I be in my feelings but we talk it out .and I get him mad some time but we work it out like we need to. He tell me how he feel and he do not lie to me at all he do not have to he just not like that ok. My ex friend j she had sex with my ex and she lie about it the she let me know she did this bs and he was still in love with me but I was done with him and his bs. She get a baby who I love so much but if you want to know what a hoe is is her. And no me and that hoe do not talk no more. I do not trust that hoe at all to face hoe. And god no I was fed up with this hoe and I was hurt so bad I did not know what to do. Keep hoes from your man because they will have sex with your man or ex if he let her . I'm not sorry hoe because it was going get out. So now what you going keep having sex with my ex hoe if so you can have him.

Look my dad was not in my life he wanted nothing to do with me he came Around to come see me. But he didn't come get me until his wife She call my mom she came to get me to spend time with me is a family we had fun. When she left him he change he got a new Wife and he did not come get me he did not call me or come see me like I did something. He was in and out of prison he used to beat on his wife He used to sell women and beat on them and he was happy about it. In 2020 we had a relationship me and my dad and his wife but now he do not talk to me I do not know why. I meet this boy on my job his name ty and he had a roommate who he say was his ex I was cool with it . Then I seen him coming in the house with my sis and he was like do not say nothing about us that is my bae . I was like I have to tell her soon this my sis and then he kiss her in my face and was like we can talk about this when you get home. So I'm going off on him and he going off and it hurt because I did like for him and we kiss we talk a lot so how was going tell he had a bae he lie to me about everything. And he still wants me he was telling her that she get mad because he just want to be her roommate that is all he do not want a relationship but just know he do not have shit he not shit and he can not do shit for no one. And he talk to her like she not shit. And she do what he say and how he say . He be telling her what he will do to her if she seen some one new. He knows not to play with me because I'm not her and I'm not im going to do shit he tell me to do when he tell me . What the hell I look like to you do it your dam self. He be calling out her name he do not do that shit with me because I do not play that shit and he respect me all the time ok boo so she not cool with me . I'm happy she not cool with me I do not love her at all to hell with her. And if I still want him I can keep him because you do not have him and he do not want you. You tell him you need him to be your roommate again and you miss him as bae . But he tell you he do not want a relationship with you but you keep kissing his ass sis get a job sis I will not tell a man I need him and keep kissing his ass and keep putting up with his bs. She can not say shit to me at all you mad because you was sucking his dick and having sex with him and that shit did not keep his ass with you . And he want your sis because we was good together and I'm fun to be with and I look good and he see something he do not see in your ass. You can not keep a job for nothing and you can not tell me you love him because you do not love yourself. That is all about this now we are in 2021. The relationship I'm in now it's not perfect but I'm in a good relationship a healthy relationship I'm happy . I keep people out of our relationship he keep people out of our relationship my relationship is private what happens and my life is private I'm a private person. I've been through a lot in my life I've been hurt so many times my hearts been shattered . My hearts been broken He makes me happy he put a smile on my face when people be like what's going on what is wrong with you I don't tell him nothing  . And look I'm not a hoe at all so do not come to me with bs .  People talk about me but I still get my money and I still have my life and a dam job why y'all be eating can goods and I do not have to because I have a good job . So keep talking because I'm sleeping on a bad and you do not have one  and I'm going to have 2jobs soon boo. I still have my life . Keep talking  about shit you do not  know hoe. I'm getting my appointment and soon to have a car so keep kaping hoe. And what you get going on not shit you need your mom to do everything  fucking thing not me hoes I get a job . Is ok if your mom do some things for you but dam get a job why you be talking shit. I do not need a man to be happy  hoe I been happy . I still can do everything by myself and i still get my job  .I have a good family and good friends to who love me do you know what that feel like  do you know what that is..I know not to let a hoe meet my man . I do not put up with no one shit you get one time to fuck up with me . So do not come to me with bs on god. Do not play with me because I'm not the one . I will go the fuck off so bad on your ass you will not fuck with me no more. And I will not give a fuck what I say to your ass at that fucking time get the fuck on with that shit you talking.  I do not have a job ass🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 .and hoe keep calling off your mom phone stop playing with me hoe.  Do not fucking come for me no job hoe? And you had sex with my friend and you have a std 💯💯💯🙏🏿 his name is std hoe.  🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😭. Me and my mom relationship we have ups and downs we disagree a lot but I love her no matter how angry or mad I get she will always be my mom. We be getting into it bad but right now she's there from here I'm dealing with COVID-19 it hurts. My man was just with me he going to see if I give it to him.I'm doing OK I have my man and my family and friends supporting being there for me praying for me I couldn't believe it.  My mom do Hair and she got her own cleaning business and I got a good job I'm happy I'm working on getting my own apartment working on getting my ID so I can get a car I'm still going to college . Chapter 3