When I Lost You

Chapter 1

*Mia's POV*

I look in the mirror. Where have I gone wrong is it because I'm too tomboyish or is it the fact that I'm different than other girls. Whatever it's not like I have anyone to impress. Well...

There's always Luke. My ex-bestfriend.

This is the time I explain to you everything that is wrong in my life.

*Flashback 3 years ago first day of Freshman year*

"LUKE!!! HI!" giving my best friend a hug.

"UGHH get off of me you freak!",said Luke if looks could kill I would be incinerated.

"What? Luke it's me Mia your best friend!" I yelled gathering a crowd.

"If you every thought I would be friends with a freak like you, well you are wrong! I mean look at you! who would want to friends with a girl like you! Ha! I rather die!" Luke said laughing at me soon joined in by everyone else.

Those words were like daggers, sharp and hurtful meant to cause pain. Is this some kind of sick joke he is playing at because yeah we've played jokes on one another but nothing this bad.

"What Luke I don't understand what did I do wrong?" I questioned hoping that he was back to his old self.

"What did you do wrong!?" he asked, his voice getting louder to the point that he was screaming at me. "I'll tell you what you did wrong! You hung out with me like a sick puppy following me around, no matter what I told you to do you did it! But what you wouldn't do was stay away from me! I hate you Mia! I have forever but you can't seem to take a hint! So now I'm telling you stay away form me!"

And that is when my heart was ripped out of my chest and torn into a million pieces. Why because Luke hated me, it's like someone mutated him and caused this monster to come and eat his soul.

Then to make it worse Cara Wennly goes and decides to play tonsil tennis with Luke. Ripping my heart out in the process. That's Luke, the Luke I love, kissing some fricken Barbie bimbo.

Then she finally detached herself from him only to humiliate me more, if that was even possible, "Sweetheart did you honestly think that you had a chance with him. He only hung out with you out of pity. You could think of it ,like, as a charity thing what is it called, oh right charity case. You were his charity case." The Queen Biatch said smirking at me.

Then like in the movies they walked into the distance hand in hand like any perfect couple. Soon everyone began to get back to there lives. This is a great way to start out the year losing your best-friend that you've had for years.

That's when it hit me that's when I broke down. I just lost my bestfriend the one that I told everything too the one that I loved. Yeah that's right I love him always have and maybe forever. But it seems like he only thinks of me as a charity case.

*End of Flashback*

And that is why my life sucks. I'm a freak and have been labeled as the desperate exbestfriend of Luke Finly. My only friends who stuck with me after that day of utter humiliation where Katie, and Morgan. And they have been absolutely fabulous friends it's just hard for me not to have Luke here but I like to be surrounded by people who love me not hate.

Anyway today is the first day of senior year of high school where did the time go. Hey it's the 3 year anniversary of my public humiliation break out the champagne! AWWW shiznit I'm late... again I mean how long was I daydreaming for. 

Putting on my leather jacket I shove breakfast down my throat. "Bye mom!!" I yell upstairs where she is probably getting ready for work.

Hopping into my two door all American pick up truck I speed to school hoping that I'm not late. Yes you may be wondering why does a girl who is rich have an old pick up truck? Well this is my dream car and my love. I got it this year for my 17th birthday. That's because I bought it myself using my hard earned money unlike some of the people *cough Cara cough* in my school. But if you want to know I'm sorta-kinda-alota rich. But I don't flaunt it much too my stepmother's dismay.

Yeah I have a stepmom. I still live with my mom and we are well off because of her job as a lawyer. But my dad was the real money maker, he is a really famous surgeon, ewwww, but he makes a lot of cash. Though it comes with a price I mean when I stay with him, he is never home. According to my mom that is why their marriage went under but you can tell she still loves him. I'm not mad at my dad for divorcing my mom I still love him it's that I never ever had the father, daughter relationship not kids have. But my step mom is another story altogether.  

My step mom how would you describe her... hmmm... well... she's... a stuck up gpld digger. Yeah we really don't see eye to eye on a lot of things. Like clothes for instance. She loves designer while I'm totally fine with a pair of old jeans. Cara could have been her child. My step mom would be happy with that type of child. Yes she would love the devils spawn as a child. I can see it now....

I suddenly collide with a wall except when did they start putting walls in the middle of the side walk... Strange but why wasn't I on the ground from colliding with this 'wall'. WAIT walls don't send shocks of tingles through you do they now nor do have arms OHMIGOD it's a person a guy most likely unless some girl is super tall with an 8 pack. Slowly getting my self out of the strangers arms I turned around only to face...

Luke.

Welcome to senior year of high school. Yay

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Hey so I know this isnt relly good and noone is reading it but still

This is a romance novel not some werewolf/ vampire/ alien/ mystery novel.

So I'm sorry if you are disappointed.

Vomment! Please tell me what you think and be truthfull please

Byeeee