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Everyone had difficult times in there lives right? But feeling like your in a nightmare you can't escape from hurts more and the pain is just never ending and you can't find a way out even if you try harder then anything. your just reminded that your never good enough and never will be or had been for anyone.

~5 years ago
"Finally, I'm happy and I have a roof on my head, a loving boyfriend and an accepting family what else could I ask for. I met this amazing guy he loves me for myself and not for my body and respects me. He is the most perfect person ever. I would be so lost if he left me alone. we found each other when we going through pretty difficult times but he made me overcome all those obstacles and I love him for that and have never wanted anything more from him. His name is Min Yoongi and I know I'm not that strong but I just love when he say 'baby let's go home' cause he is my home and will forever be it. He deserves the world.

We were going to have some drinks with our friends. We had a great time and we got really drunk so we asked my parents to pick us up but Yoongi insisted to drive so we drove and as soon as we stared driving it was bumpy and rough but I thought we were gonna be okay but then my parents cars and me and Yoongi's car crashed into each other and there was a fire which took over and only got larger. I managed to get out but Yoongi and my parents were stuck I tried to run back to help them but everyone held me back. I screamed DON'T LEAVE ME! but within second my eyes were faced with the pain of seeing my parents and my boyfriends dead bodies lifeless in front of me. My tears were infinite and wouldn't stop.

~Flashback Over
This frightening nightmare repeats in my head making me feel helpless but what are you gonna do about that.i exclaimed!" They hit me with tranquillisers and I was unconscious for as long as I could remember but I just wanted to be like that forever so I could see them once again. Before I fell unconscious I heard them saying 'she's getting more critical we need help'
Yes I'm in a mental hospital and they treat me like I'm crazy I'm not I just want them back and wish it was me not them. I NEED THEM!